great I could have floated up to the ceiling. Then we all started naming stupid topics, like shoe sizes and eyeglass prescriptions and names of insects. After that finally ran out, we were all quiet, in a good way, a wonderful way.
Finally Ardis said, âTurn out the lights, BeeBee. Show Wilma.â
âWait till you see.â BeeBee walked to the hallway at the end of the loft.
She turned off the lights, and the room went dark. And New York City came inside with us. To the east and south, the buildings zoomed up, darker than the night sky but pricked by thousands of lighted windows.
âThe spire of the Empire State Building looks like a needle,â I said, âabout to inject something into the sky.â
âHow poetic,â Nina said.
âNina!â Ardis scolded. âCut it out.â
âSorry. I need a tongue extraction sometimes.â
The view to the north was quieter. The buildings were lower, so I saw more sky and even a star. The west windows overlooked Central Park. The sky was faintly pink at the horizon from the sunset. Above the pink was a clear and pure royal blue. The park itself was dark, except for streetlights and car headlights, which streamed like platelets through the parkâs veins and arteries.
âItâs incredible,â I said.
âWatch,â BeeBee called. She turned on a single row of lights.
Now the skyline was inside with us. BeeBeeâs fatherâs sculptures were like buildings, throwing long shadows across the floor.
âI hate this part,â Ardis said. âI always think theyâll come to life.â
âAnd hack our bodies to shreds,â Nina said in a sharp, rough voice. âAnd toss the pieces to the carrion birds hovering outside the windowsâwaiting, always waiting for their meal.â
I grinned and leaned back against a sleeping bag. I had missed this so muchâbeing with other kids, joking around, teasing. I hadnât realized how much I missed it till now.
Chapter Eight
âS top!â Ardis said with her hands over her ears. âBeeBee, turn on the lights.â
âI canât,â BeeBee said in a strangled voice. âAagh. A statue got me.â
âItâs not funny.â Ardis stood up. âTurn the lights on.â
âAaaa!â BeeBee shrieked. âMy arms are gone. Iâll try to . . . turn . . . them . . . on . . . with . . . my . . . teeth. Aaaa!â
âTurn on the lights! Come on, BeeBee!â Ardis ran toward her and knocked into a statue on the way. The statue swayed. BeeBee yelled, âWatch out! Catch it!â But Ardis kept running.
The statue rocked like a bowling pin. BeeBee started to go to it, and so did Iâit was halfway between usâbut the statueâs swings got shorter, and it wobbled itself back into position. Ardis snapped on the light, and the shadows disappeared.
Nina was laughing so hard, she could hardly talk. âHack you to bits,â she gasped.
âIf a statue went down,â BeeBee said, âit would fall apart. Theyâre delicate.â
Ardis didnât look at us or say anything. She collapsed on the floor and stared at her shoelaces.
It reminded me of times with Freda and Tracy when two of us ganged up on one. I hated when I was the one. I used to do what Ardis was doing nowâkeep quiet. It only got worse if you showed how hurt you were.
When I was one of the attackers, I used to feel extra safe, but afterward Iâd feel terrible.
Before tonight, I couldnât have imagined anybody teasing Ardis. She had seemed untouchable. But not now, and I felt closer to herâshe didnât seem so different from me. But I didnât know what to do to make her feel better.
âIâm bored,â Nina said.
Ardis put her paper plate and fork into the shopping bag from the restaurant. âDid Liam ask you to Grad Night yet?â Her voice was friendly,