chamber. âAre you here?â
He put Dainville down on the bed and was untying the old manâs sash with shaking hands when Brunet hurried in from the vestibule.
âI was upstairs in the student infirmary. Whoâs ill,
maître
?â He bustled down the room to the bed. âOh, dear.â Shaking his head at Dainvilleâs twisted face, Brunet pushed Charles gently aside. âSee to his shoes.â
With deft fingers, the infirmarian finished untying the sash, set it aside with its long wooden rosary, and peeled Dainvilleâs cassock off him, leaving him in his long white linen shirt. Charles unbuckled the priestâs worn black shoes and dropped them on the floorâs rush matting.
âNow,
mon père
,â Brunet murmured, lifting Dainvilleâs knees so he could pull the blankets up, âweâll just get you under the covers and nicely warm, that will be better, wonât it? There you are.â He pulled the blankets up to Dainvilleâs chin, put his forehead to Dainvilleâs to check for fever, and laid his fingers against the old manâs neck. âHis bloodâs not beating as strong as Iâd like. Tell me exactly what happened.â
He listened wide-eyed to Charlesâs account, exclaiming in horror at the murder. âWhoever killed that boy bears the guilt for this as well, and I hope he hangs!â He stared down at the old man. âPère Dainville would have beenâmaybe still will beâeighty on Saint Martinâs Day. But thatâs a month away.â
Charles swallowed hard. âMay I watch with him?â
Brunet eyed him. âDonât you have a class to teach? Or somewhere you should be?â
âNo class,â Charles said, ignoring the rest of the question. âIâve started my theology study.â
âHave you?â The infirmarianâs face was as sympathetic as if Charles had said he had gout. âWell, I know you have to, going toward your priesthood as you are. Yes, stay with him while I make a tisane. I might be able to get it into him with a spoon.â He went to a tall cupboard beyond the bed. âTheology,â he muttered, shaking his head as he reached in. âAlways something
there
to fight about. Me, Iâm glad to be just a lay brother. But Jesuits are supposed to find God in all things, even in theology, I suppose . . .â His words trailed off and he leaned deeper into the cupboard. âAh. Got it.â He turned with a pottery cup and a small, stoppered clay pot in his hands. âIâll be back as quick as I can,
maître
.â
Charles pulled a stool to Dainvilleâs bedside and sat holding the old manâs hand, for his own comfort as much as for Dainvilleâs. Worry choked his prayers and seemed to be squeezing his heart. He turned his confessorâs dry, thin hand over and found himself thinking that the tangle of lines in the palm was like a map. A map of all Dainville had done, of the twisting path that had led to faithfulness. Hoping that his own life would be as faithful, he watched the shallow rise and fall of the thin chest and willed it to go on.
Tears stung his eyes. He thought of the young man lying dead in the deep crypt at Notre Dame des Champs and wondered who would weep for him when the terrible news came. And he thought of the man at the foot of the crypt stairs, so blackly outlined against the single candle flame, and wondered if heâd just come from prayingâor killing.
C HAPTER 3
T he door from the vestibule opened and Louis le Grandâs rector came in. Charles let go of Père Dainvilleâs hand and stood up as Père Jacques Le Picart hurried down the row of beds.
âHow is he,
maître
?â The rector was wiry and gray-haired, and peasant Normandy still sounded in his speech.
Charles shook his head, trying to pick through his scattered thoughts for an answer, but Frère Brunet emerged from