coffer dam, and if the dam
was flooded with the ship on the surface and completely undamaged there
would still be considerable pressure down here. And we are not sinking --
or if we are it is very slowly! The pitch and roll is as bad as it ever
was, and if we were even a short distance below the surface the wave
motions would have been damped out. My guess is that we're completely
awash, maybe with just the poop and bridge decks showing -- these tankers
are very hard to sink, you know -- and we could drift that way forever."
It sounded good, Wallis thought. So eminently sane and logical that he was
beginning to believe it himself. When he went on his voice was steady and
quietly confident.
"As for the breaking-up noises," he said, "I think you are mistaken there.
Breaking off , yes, but not breaking up. The bows have been hit and the
torpedo probably blew the whole forepeak off the ship. The noises we hear
are loose plating and deck gear being pushed about by the waves. Some of it
is breaking off and falling away. And good riddance, because the more
we lose the greater will be our buoyancy and the higher we will ride in
the water. . . ."
Neither of them spoke for a long time after that. The motion of the deck
caused the lamp to slide away and the lighting on the doctor's face became
less stark. The mad glitter went out of his eyes and the features softened
until they again became those of the dour and competent surgeon lieutenant
whom they had all known but had not exactly loved. Finally Radford spoke.
"If you think there is no immediate danger, sir," he said stiffly,
"I will return to my patients."
Wallis nodded. He said, "I'll join you later. At the moment I'd like to
have another look around. . . ."
But when the doctor and his lamp disappeared into Number Three, Wallis
did not do anything for a very long time. Alone at last, he was having
a fit of the shakes.
IV
Someone had tied the girls very securely to a raft when their ship had
been going down. Possibly the same person had tied himself to the raft
but had not been able to do such a thorough job of it and had been swept
off, or maybe he had not been able to hang on, or had not wanted to hang
on when the raft drifted into the patch of burning oil. But someone had
kept his head amid the flames and explosions and roaring steam to spend
precious minutes seeing that two girls were given a chance to live.
There was very little known about this person other than that he had been
a Lascar seaman with a badly scalded face. The dark-haired girl had babbled
this information several times during her delirium even though the doctor
had failed to elicit from her her own name. The blonde girl had not spoken
at all.
"We must speak quietly," Wallis said, looking at the two bandaged figures
across the room. "This will have to be broken to them gently or they might
. . . Well, they've been through a lot."
Radford nodded silently.
From the stretcher which lay on the deck between them, First Officer Dickson,
his head bandaged, his left arm splinted, and his cracked ribs bound
tightly with tape, said, "I couldn't talk loud . . . if you paid me."
In all probability it was late in the day after they had been torpedoed,
although they were not sure of this because the doctor had banged his
watch against the coaming of one of the watertight doors and there was
now no way of telling the time. But enough time had passed for the early
feeling of panic to disappear. Panic, it seemed, was an extremely violent
and short-lived emotion. When it was not followed shortly by escape or
death or some other form of relief it degenerated quickly into simple
fear. And when their surroundings remained steadfastly, monotonously the
same -- no change in the attitude of the ship, no failures of watertight
doors, no threatening occurrence of any kind -- even their fear began
to subside.
Wallis had spent a long time going through the tanks and searching
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