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no I meant … it’s nice to be sitting with you. That’s what I mean … you know what I mean. - Making the most of a bad situation? “I said and smiled. “No,” he said staring at me and I wanted to look away from your eyes because they were too sharp, too blue and he was very attractive but I could not look away, I had to watch it because I spent much time convincing me that I was not scared I was acting as if he were just another boy. I mean it’s nice to be … not really bother me to be with you at all. I like it. “Yeah, me too I said, still smiling and trying not to interpret anything he said. It was stupid to do that and knew it. He also knew that should stand and go. But I did not move and said: “Unless you are preparing to throw me on the railing of a boat, right? “And I automatically think I stopped going. - Do you remember that? “It was only last year. “I know, I and my voice came out too strong, too calm, but inside I was shaking.
    I did not know that the boats could thus make people sick, he said. I swear the only thing that kept me pulled to the side was that
     
    I was talking to you. How is it that never got those sneakers full of dots? Oh wow, he remembered. Really remember. “I did,” I said. No … well, not looking as I thought they would. Seemed like a rash. Shoes. It was not pretty. I can not believe you heard me babbling about points when you felt so bad. - Are you kidding? “You were the best of the trip. - The best part? “I said then was this … silence. It was something strangely tense in a way that caused my toes are bent. “The second best, you mean,” I said to stop the silence. To stop me from looking at it and desire it. Out of the boat had to be the first. Outside, I heard Brianna said, “Shelby, you have to relax when you dance with Henry. Move your hips a little. Yeah, like … okay, not really. “You should go to practice with them,” I said I wanted the silence again, I wanted it, too. Show him how to dance properly Shelby. “I can not dance. “Well, not Brianna. Nobody can. But just hold her, do not go as fast as her. “No, seriously. I can not, he stood and did … something. I thought it might be a dance. But it seemed more like some kind of attack. The trouble was that I still thought he looked cute. - See? Stink “he said. “It is … well, actually dance a little,” I and the two laughed as he sat down, our shoulders collided when accommodated on the sofa. “I told you, he said. Remember when you asked us to go to the dance in eighth grade? I bet you are glad you got rid of that night.
    Still laughing and thinking how stupid, yet adorable, he saw, said, “No, I would have loved, I …” and my voice trailed off slowly, hearing what I was saying. Was better than thou
     
    pounds because … well, I’ve seen my picture in eighth grade. You’ve seen too. Not quite pretty. He shook his head. “No, I wanted to go with you. I wanted … and then silence again, the silence and I realized how close we were. How easy it was to sit with him. Smile, talk to him. Brianna And then I heard a laugh, I heard her say: “I know Ryan is great. Almost spent two months together, and I remembered exactly where I was. Who he was. And who was not. I stood up and said, “I better go and hey, congratulations on his nearly two months, I remember the night when they started dating and it’s great, too great. -Sarah-he said, standing up well and I left the room, saying from the outside: - See you later! -And went to the terrace, I told Brianna I had to go and hugged her, then drove home and I told myself that everything I had thought were just that. Things that only I and nothing else. But now … Tonight has occurred. And though I know he returned to Brianna, I still … I wish.
     
    Nine
     
    I dont sleep much, alternating between joy (the KISS!) and terror (the KISS!) and half expected Brianna come over and - well, I do not know what he would do if he knew. Ryan would