musingly. âDoes this mean the man you are seeing is a permanent fixture in your life?â
Bronte wished she could say yes. And if it was anyone but David Brougham she might well have done so. She felt she needed an excuse, a good excuse, not to see Luca again. It was just too dangerous; not because of Ella, but because of how he made Bronte feel. She could feel emotions bubbling under the surface even now. Dangerous emotions: needs that ached to be fulfilled, longings that wouldnât be suppressed, no matter how hard she tried.
She was supposed to hate him.
She did hate him.
He had abandoned her, leaving her when she was so vulnerable and alone. And yet one meeting with him and her mind was filling with images of them together: him kissing her, his lips sealing hers with such passion, his arms around her body, holding her against the surging heat and potency of his. How could she forget how he made her feel? Would there ever be a time when she would not feel her heart twist and ache when she heard his name mentioned or saw it in print? Would she ever be able to forgive him for not loving her, for not even respecting her enough to say goodbye face to face?
âYou seem to be taking rather a long time to answer my question,â Luca observed. âWhich can only mean one thing: you are not seriously involved with him. If you were madly in love with someone, surely you would have no hesitation in telling me.â
Bronte drank some of her champagne, stalling for time, for courage, for anything. âIt seems to me it wouldnât matter to you how I answered. You have your own agenda. Thatâs what this little tête à tête is all about, isnât it?â
He wandered over to one of the massive leather sofas and indicated for her to sit down. He waited until she was perched on the edge of one of the cushions before he spoke. âI want to see you, Bronte. Not just tonight. Not even just now and again.â He waited a beat, his eyes intense and unwavering on hers. âI want to see you as much as possible while I am here. I want you back.â
Bronteâs hand trembled as she held the champagne glass. She tried to hold it steady by cradling it with both of her hands, her heart beating like an out of timependulum. âIâ¦youâ¦Iâ¦Iâm afraid thatâs not possibleâ¦â she faltered.
He came to sit beside her, his hand removing the glass from her shaking ones. âI mean it, cara ,â he said and took both of her hands in his warm, dry ones. âI have never forgotten you.â
Bronte felt anger come to her rescue. She wrenched out of his hold and jumped to her feet. âI am not some stupid plaything you can pick up and put down when you feel like it,â she said. âYou were the one to end things. You wanted a clean break and you got one. Coming back after all this time and telling me youâve changed your mind is not just arrogant, itâs downright insulting.â
Luca rose to his feet and pushed a hand through his hair. âBronte, I wasnât ready for a relationship two years ago. You came along at the wrong time. God, how I wish I could have met you just a year later. Even six months later. Everything would have been so different then.â
She glowered at him and he felt a spike go through his chest. He had not expected her to hate him quite so much. This was going to be a little harder than heâd expected but he was prepared to work hard for what he wanted. If there were obstacles in the way he would remove them. If there was a way of winning her back to him he would do it, even if he had to resort to ruthless means. He had hoped he would not have to apply any sort of pressure. The rent thing was an insurance scheme on his part to get this far. First base was to see her again in private. He hadnât even thought as far as second and third. He had just so desperately wanted to see her again.
Bronte was still