drop it, but they would have to come back to it as often as it took to get her to tell what the prosecutor would surely discover. âOkay,â she said. âBack to the Colberts. Were they good people, decent to you?â
Carrie shrugged. âStuart was okay, I guess, but he wasnât there a lot. You know, work, doing stuff around the house and yard, out fishing. Adrienne and I didnât get along.â
âThey gave you music lessons, didnât they?â
Carrie grimaced. âNo. Adrienne liked country-western and accordion players. Thatâs all she listened to. I canât recall that Stuart listened to any music. They didnât have a piano or guitar, anything like that in the house.â
âYou learned to play before the accident? Is that what youâre saying?â
âI must have. But I donât remember.â
Frustrated, Barbara dropped it. âYou said you took off right after high school. Tell me about that.â
This, at least, seemed to be a topic that Carrie was willing to talk about at length. Stuart Colbert had said there had been some insurance money for her education but, not interested in college, Carrie had bought a car and started an odyssey that wound through one state after another, one city after another, sometimes with a companion, most often alone. Boyfriends never lasted very long, she added. Barbara noted the various cities where she had stopped to work for a few months, six months, one time for a whole year, before moving on. The last city before arriving in Eugene had been Las Vegas.
She told Barbara about the incident that resulted in her being fired. âThis slob, drunk as a skunk, wouldnât keep his hands off me when I served their table. When I took the check over, he tried to put his arms around me, and I gave him a shove. He staggered back a little bit and knocked some things off the table. The manager was there faster than lightning, apologizing to the jerk. That was it. I was out.â She shrugged. âI probably wouldnât have stayed much longer anyway. Good excuse to hit the road again.â
âWhy Eugene after that?â
âI never even heard of Eugene before Delia mentioned it. I donât know why. I just felt as if thatâs where I had been heading, not here, just the northwest in general, and I might as well have help with the gas.â
The shuttered look had returned. Barbara was learning to read her clientâs expressions, and that was what these preliminary conversations were for: to get acquainted, comfortable with each other, and become familiar with expressions, body language, learn where the land mines were, what territory was forbidden. Carrie could flash that big open grin, she could be candid and forthcoming, or as unyielding as a statue. Those off-limit areas were the ones Barbara intended to revisit often.
âHad you seen Joe Wenzel in Las Vegas? Run across him?â
âNever. You know how the casinos are set up with restaurants? A cafeteria with the worldâs worst food, a cheap dining room, family dinners for four-ninety-five, and the high-class dining rooms. I waited tables in el cheapo. From what I know about Wenzel he probably ate in the high-class joints. No crossing of paths.â
Barbara stayed a while longer, then stood up. âEnough for today. But tell me something. Why did you want your music if thereâs nothing to play?â
That other expression appeared on Carrieâs face: a softness, a vulnerability, a look of deep hurt perhaps. Her hands began to move on the table as if it were a keyboard. Her fingers were long and beautifully shaped, the nails short, well cared for. It was fascinating to watch those hands, and Barbara forced her gaze back to Carrieâs face.
âI need practice,â Carrie said in a low voice. âIâm so out of practice. I can hear the music when I read it, hear my mistakes, hear when itâs right.â