called the âhanging meat.â In Kateâs sick mind, âhanging meatâ had an entirely different connotation. She was from Vegas, where you could find Mr. Hanging Meat âdancingâ at the Olympic Gardens five nights a week.
âHave you thought about retiring, Grandpa?â Kate asked as she straightened packages of Ballpark Franks. The subject had been on her mind, and sheâd been waiting for the right moment to bring it up. âYou should be having fun and taking it easy instead of cutting meat until your hands swell.â
He shrugged one shoulder. âYour grandma and me used to talk about retiring. We were going to buy one of those motor homes and travel the country. Your motherâs been nagging me about it, too, but I canât do it just yet.â
âYou could sleep as late as you wanted and not have to worry about getting Mrs. Hansenâs lamb chops exactly an inch thick or running out of lettuce.â
âI like providing the perfect cuts for people. Iâm still good at it, and if I didnât have someplace to go every morning, I might never leave my bed.â
Sadness tugged at Kateâs heart, and together she and Stanley returned to the back room, where her grandfather showed her how to load the pricing gun with a roll of stickers. Every item got a sticker, even if the price was clearly marked by the manufacturer. Sheâd pointed out the redundancy, but he was too set in his ways to change. His dreams for the future had died with Kateâs grandmother, and he hadnât replaced them.
The bell above the front door rang. âYou go this time,â Kate said through a smile. âItâs probably another one of your women coming to flirt with you.â
âI donât want women flirting with me,â Stanley grumbled as he walked out of the room.
Want the attention or not, Stanley Caldwell was bachelor number one with the senior women in Gospel. Maybe it was time for him to stop hiding from his life. Maybe she could help him let go of old dreams and create new ones.
Kate opened a case of beets with a box knife and picked up the pricing gun. Sheâd never really been much of a dreamer. She was a doer. Instead of dreams, she had full-blown fantasies. But, as sheâd learned recently, her fantasies were better left safely guarded in her mind, where they couldnât be crushed by rejection.
She was probably the only woman in history to be turned down in a bar, and she hadnât been able to work up a good fantasy in her head for two weeks now. No more badass biker dude tying her to the back of his hog. No more fantasy men at all. Not only had the jerk in Sun Valley humiliated her but heâd also killed her fantasy life.
She stuck a test sticker on the box flap, then went to work on the first row of cans. From the speakers bolted to the walk-in freezer, Tom Jones belted out a crappy rendition of âHonky Tonk Woman,â which Kate figured was an abomination on so many different levels. One of which was that, at the moment, a song about a honky-tonk woman taking a man âupstairs for a rideâ was her least favorite topic on the planet.
âKatie, come here,â her grandfather called out to her.
Not since the twelfth grade, she thought as she finished putting stickers on the last row of cans, when her boyfriend had asked someone else to the prom, had Kate suffered such a mortifying blow to her self-esteem. She was long over it now, and she would get over what had happened in Sun Valley, too. At the moment, though, her only consolation was that sheâd never have to lay eyes on the jerk from the Duchin Lounge again.
She moved from the back room toward her grandfather, who stood at the end of a produce bin talking to a man with his back to Kate. He wore a blue ski parka with black on the long sleeves. He held a half gallon of milk in one hand, and a box of granola was stuck under one arm. Messed brown hair