sure.â
Anderson thanked her and hung up. She looked at the phone thoughtfully, calling up Muriel fully in her mindâanother Irish colleen (but Muriel had the expected red hair) just now reaching the far edge of her prime, round-faced, green-eyed, full-breasted. Had she slept with Jim? Probably. Anderson felt a spark of jealousyâbut not much of a spark. Muriel was okay. Just speaking to Muriel made her feel betterâsomeone who knew who she was, who could think of her as a real person, not just as a customer on the other side of the counter in an Augusta hardware store or as someone to say how-do to over the mailbox. She was solitary by nature, but not monastic . . . and sometimes simple human contact had away of fulfilling her when she didnât even know she needed to be fulfilled.
And she supposed she knew now why she had wanted to get in contact with Jimâtalking with Muriel had done that, at least. The thing in the woods had stayed on her mind, and the idea that it was some sort of clandestine coffin had grown to a certainty. It wasnât writing she was restless to do; it was digging. She just hadnât wanted to do it on her own.
âLooks like Iâll have to, though, Pete,â she said, sitting down in her rocker by the east windowâher reading chair. Peter glanced at her briefly, as if to say, Whatever you want, babe. Anderson sat forward, suddenly looking at Peteâreally looking at him. Peter looked back cheerfully enough, tail thumping on the floor. For a moment it seemed there was something different about Peter . . . something so obvious she should be seeing it.
If so, she wasnât.
She settled back, opening her bookâa masterâs thesis from the University of Nebraska, the most exciting thing about it the title: Range War and Civil War. She remembered thinking a couple of nights ago as her sister Anne would think: Youâre getting as funny in the head as Uncle Frank, Bobbi. Well . . . maybe.
Shortly she was deep into the thesis, making an occasional note on the legal pad she kept near. Outside, the rain continued to fall.
2
The following day dawned clear and bright and flawless: a postcard summer day with just enough breeze to make the bugs keep their distance. Anderson pottered around the house until almost ten oâclock, conscious of the growing pressure her mind was putting on her to get out there and dig it up, already. She could feel herself consciously pushing back against that urge (Orson Welles againâ We will dig up no body before its  . . . oh, shut up, Orson). Her days of simply following the urge of the moment, a lifestyle that had once been catechized by the bald motto âIf it feels good, do it,â were over. It had never worked well for her, that philosophyâin fact, almost every badthing that had happened to her had its roots in some impulsive action. She attached no moral stigma to people who did live their lives according to impulse; maybe her intuitions just hadnât been that good.
She ate a big breakfast, added a scrambled egg to Peterâs Gravy Train (Peter ate with more appetite than usual, and Anderson put it down to the end of the rainy spell), and then did the washing-up.
If her dribbles would just stop, everything would be fine. Forget it; we will stop no period before its time. Right, Orson? Youâre fucking-A.
Bobbi went outside, clapped an old straw cowboy hat on her head, and spent the next hour in the garden. Things out there were looking better than they had any right to, given the rain. The peas were coming on and the corn was rearing up good, as Uncle Frank would have said.
She quit at eleven. Fuck it. She went around the house to the shed, got the spade and shovel, paused, and added a crowbar. She started out of the shed, went back, and took a screwdriver and an adjustable wrench from the toolbox.
Peter started out with her as he always did, but this
Douglas Preston, Lincoln Child