could look at them together and I could read to you what they say about the photos.â
Finally, she nodded slowly. âFirst let me get those safety pins and fasten your arms up.â
Then she followed him into the living area. It was tough because she didnât want to get anywhere close to him. The magazine ended up between them on the sofa. At least he got her to wrap the afghan around her.
He looked over at her and said, âSocks.â
She blinked and cocked her head to one side.
âI was worried about you walking around in your bare feet. Do you want to try some of my socks? Theyâll look funny and come up to your neck. Maybe you could practice to be a clown. You could wear my socks and see if I laugh. What do you say?â
The socks were a big hit. She didnât try to be funny, but she did give one tiny smile when she pulled them over her knees.
It took them nearly an hour to get through a People magazine from the previous October. He didnât think he ever wanted to see a picture of Cindy Crawford again. She was on every other page. He looked up after reading about a movie starâs painful reunion with her long-lost brother. She was asleep, her cheek on her hands, resting on the arm of the sofa. He smoothed the afghan around her and went back to his typewriter.
He nearly knocked his glasses off he roared up out of hischair so quickly. That horrible low mewling sound was louder this time. She was having a nightmare, twisting inside the afghan, her small face flushed, strained with fear. He had to touch her, no choice.
He shook her shoulder. âWake up, sweetheart. Come on, wake up.â
She opened her eyes. She was crying.
âOh no.â He didnât think, just sat down and pulled her onto his lap. âIâm so sorry, baby. Itâs all right now.â He held her close, gently pressing her head against his chest, pulling the afghan around her to keep her warm. One of his socks was dangling off her left foot. He pulled it back up and tucked her in tighter against him.
âItâs all right now. I wonât let anyone hurt you. I swear it to you. No one will ever hurt you again.â
He realized that she was frozen against him. Heâd terrified her but good. But he didnât let her go. If ever she needed another person, it was now, and he was the only one available. He kept whispering to her, telling her over and over that she was safe, that heâd never let anyone hurt her again. He spoke on and on until he finally felt her begin to loosen. Finally, he heard her give a huge sigh, then, miracles of miracles, she was asleep again.
It was early afternoon. He was getting hungry, but it could wait. He wasnât about to disturb her. She was nestled against him, her head nearly in his armpit. He rearranged her just a bit, then picked up his book. She whimpered in her sleep. He pulled her closer. She smelled sweet, that unique child sweet. His eyes feral, he said low toward the window, âYou come anywhere close, you bastard, and Iâll blow your head off.â
3
T HE MORNING RAIN slammed against the cabin windows, driven hard by a gusting westerly wind. Ramsey sat beside her on the sofa, one of the many novels heâd brought with him to the cabin in his hand, reading quietly to her as heâd done for the past three days. She was getting more at ease with him, not jerking away from him anymore if he happened to startle her.
The two of them were sitting on the sofa, a good foot between them, his voice quiet and deep as he read to her. He said, âMr. Phipps didnât know what he was going to do. He could go back to his wife and deal with her, or he could give up and leave her to all the men who wanted her, all the rich men who would give her what she wanted. But then, heâd never given up in his life.â He paused. What was coming, he saw in a quick scan, wouldnât be good for a child. No, thinking about killing his