“You’re not old,” he said,
“just old-fashioned.”
Like in the office, he rolled over and climbed into Anson’s lap.
“You want to sweep me off my feet as if I were some delicate maiden.
News flash, lover. I’m a guy, and I’m not made out of porcelain.”
“I have no doubts about your strength.” Anson’s arms went
around Reed’s waist, as if automatically, and his cock was hard
against Reed’s crease. “It’s your heart I’m worried about.”
“So don’t break it.” Reed pressed a kiss to Anson’s chin. “Don’t
deny us anymore.”
Anson’s smile was wide. “You know I won’t. Otherwise, I
wouldn’t have come here in the first place. I just want to make sure
you’re…well…sure.”
Laughter bubbled in Reed’s chest. “I’ve been certain about this
since I was fifteen and learned how to lust. You couldn’t mate me
then, but you can do so now. Now no more doubts. Just kiss me.”
He half expected Anson to say something else, to continue
arguing, but the wolf did no such thing. Instead, he did what Reed
told him and pressed their mouths together. Unlike in the office, this
kiss wasn’t desperate. Instead, it held a trace of gentleness that had
nothing to do with fear. Rather, in this lip-lock, Reed tasted relief, the
final realization of both their dreams.
The knowledge that he at last had what he’d been waiting for was
the biggest aphrodisiac in existence. Quickly, their meeting of mouths
went from tender to passionate as Anson practically devoured Reed.
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Scarlet Hyacinth
Reed rubbed his ass against Anson’s still-clothed cock, silently
demanding their union.
“Why did you even come dressed?” he asked breathlessly as the
kiss broke.
Anson released a small laugh and retrieved a small tube from his
pocket. “I wanted to be prepared.”
Another shuddered coursed through Reed at the implication of
Anson’s words. “Too many clothes,” he panted like a bitch in heat.
“Come on, Anson. I need you so bad.”
Anson’s smile twisted into something different. “Tell me, baby,
why do you call me that?”
“Call you what?” Reed was confused and couldn’t really think
straight, not with the animal inside him demanding copulation. “What
are you talking about?”
“You’ve never called me Sonny, not once,” Anson replied.
Reed blinked at the strange answer. He realized the man was right.
“I suppose,” he replied, “I guess…You’ve always been Anson to me.”
His mate sighed. “You see? You have been calling me the same
thing since you were a boy. How can I really know things have
changed?”
In that moment, Reed at last managed to place himself in Anson’s
position. For him, the feelings of near hero worship he’d had for
Anson had naturally progressed into desire and the realization of a
mate bond. Anson, on the other hand, had looked at him as a sort of
surrogate son. He’d seen his best friend and former lover’s boy and
had cared about him almost like a third father. But when Reed had
suddenly grown up and turned out to be Anson’s mate, his mate must
have been shocked and terrified at what he might do.
Reed hadn’t made it exactly easy, either. He’d been a lustful teen
and had paraded naked around Anson whenever he had the chance,
without thinking what restraint the other man needed in order to leash
his wolf.
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All this time, Reed had thought he was the one being wronged,
but he’d never realized that he himself had hurt Anson. “I’m sorry,”
he whispered. “I never realized…”
“Well, that’s not necessarily a bad thing.” Anson grinned at him
once again, and Reed had to look away. “It means you just didn’t
think it was important or relevant.” He pulled Reed closer when Reed
was tempted to break out of his arms. “No, don’t do that. Don’t blame
yourself for anything.” He forced their gazes to meet once again.
“That’s it. Look at