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What do you get when you mix an American supermodel with a Panamanian heartthrob? Isabel Brighton was so stunningly beautiful, you never remembered how beautiful and always ended up speechless. And Iâd known her for over twenty years. Fresh from a filthy cab ride, Isabel looked like sheâd stepped out of a magazine ad. Her tan platform sandals and her crimson toenails matched her fedora. You would never know that this girl was the archangel for the worldâs poor. Which was the only reason Iâd let her take a cab by herself. Isabel was nobodyâs fool.
She swatted me with her purse. âLemme in, Iâm beat. I need to sitââ Isabel looked around the empty living room. She burst out laughing. âYou are hilarious. You are aware you have four adults coming to visit, right?â I loved how we werenât considered adults most of the time. But then I frowned.
âI canât believe Kendraâs not coming. You believe her about work? It doesnât make sense. I mean, you got off work.â
Isabel frowned, too, but she didnât respond. Instead, she beelined for the kitchen. âSo whatcha got in the way of refreshments for a weary traveler?â She opened the fridge and took out two Port Royals, the local beer.
I looked at my phone. It was three oâclock. Isabel arched an eyebrow and shoved the beer further toward me. âIâve got bad news.â
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We sat in the chairs with our feet up on the railing. Isabel had her skinny second toe crossed over her big toe. It was no party trick. Thatâs the thing about being someoneâs friend that longâyou know all their ticks and their warning signs, usually better than they do. The toe thing meant her mindwas off wrestling an alligator. Isabel hated to complain. She also hated to mope, belabor or reveal any amount of vulnerability. I knew it would take some careful best-friend maneuvering before she told me what was wrong.
âI got canned.â
Or maybe not. I studied her face for clues of what she wanted me to say. âAnd now you can take those tightrope-walking lessons we always talked about?â
She giggled. The one thing that always gave no-nonsense Isabel awayâher schoolgirl giggle. She sighed. âI think you had it right all along. Live free in exotic locales watching the sunset, not chained to a desk, drowning in case studies of awful things happening to people who donât deserve it.â
For the first time, I could see little lines under Isabelâs eyes.
âHa. Hate to break it to ya, but Iâm having a crisis in the exact opposite direction, wondering what the hell Iâve done with my life.â
Isabel turned to look at me, her turquoise irises narrowing. âOh, jeez, donât ruin this for me. Iâm one inch away from moving here to work in an ice-cream store.â
I nudged her foot with my toes. âWhat happened?â
âOh, you know, just that the economy is shit and obviously the first thing we should do is abandon the people that need the most help. Makes sense to cut back funding on the ones that will probably die anyway, right?â
Her compassion moved me. She wasnât worried about herself. God, all Iâd been worrying about lately was myself. I felt ashamed.
âSo, then you got laid off, not fired?â
âDoes it matter? Iâm tired of trying to change things that are never going to change, Sam. Poverty, corruption, disease. For as long as there have been human beings, there has been evil.â
Iâd never heard Isabel talk like that. She rubbed her templesand continued. âWe all die alone anyway, donât we? Why do anything except try to be happyâbum around the world and have fun.â
She wasnât trying to insult me, but it cut deep anyway. She noticed.
âNo, Iâm being serious. Itâs not only my job. Ever since Minaâs death I just donât see the