police!â she shouted to the man at the counter. âSomeoneâs taken my child.â
The two men stared at her.
âCall the police!â Emma screamed at them, and ran out into the street.
There was still no sign. She couldnât even runâshe didnât know which way to go. The street blurred; she was dizzy and sick.
âRitchie,â she called. âRitchie.â
Her throat was clicky with fright. She looked up and down again, standing on tiptoe. People everywhere, in coats and scarves and hats, but no one with a baby. Ritchie seemed to have completely vanished. Emma wanted to vomit. She tried to cross the road to the island in the middle, to get a better view of the street on both sides of the café, but there were railings everywhere, blocking her way.
âRitchie!â she yelled. And then: âOh God. Please. Somebody help me. My babyâs been kidnapped.â
A man in a baseball cap and jacket was striding towards her on the path.
âPlease.â Emma tried to stop him. âPlease. I need help.â
The man veered past her and kept going.
âSomeone. Please.â Emma was breathless with terror. She had to force herself to stay standing. Her legs were like water. She couldnât think straight. What should she do? Someone had to help her; she couldnât, she couldnât think about anything.
A large middle-aged lady, laden with plastic shopping bags, slowed down to have a look.
âWhatâs going on here?â the lady asked.
Emma almost threw herself at her.
âPlease. Oh, please. Someoneâs taken my baby.â
âWhoâs taken your baby?â
âThe woman, she . . . Did you see them? A woman and a little boy? Did you pass them on your way up here?â
âI donât . . .â The woman hesitated. Around her, more people were stopping. People were talking, mostly in foreign languages, she couldnât understand what they were saying. One or two English phrases came through:
âWhoâs taken a baby?â
âThat thin girl with the torn coat.â
âIs that blood on her face?â
âMy child has been kidnapped .â Emma couldnât believe it. Why were they all just standing there? She grabbed the Âmiddle-aged woman by the front of her jumper.
âCall the police!â she yelled at her. âWhat the hell is wrong with you?â
The woman recoiled, her mouth a rectangle: What have I got myself into? Someone else said in a sharp voice to Emma: âHey, hey, no need for that.â
Emma let go of the woman. She sprinted down the street in the opposite direction from which the woman had come, trusting her that if sheâd seen Ritchie on her way up sheâd have said. Her breath sounded thin and whistly. Only a tiny amount of air was coming in each time. Oh God, donât black out. Oh, please, let her not black out now, there wasnât time, she had to find him before he got too far away. She was trying to look everywhere at once, at the lighted windows, the darker corners and side roads, straining to see Ritchieâs tufty little head and blue fleece in all the colors and the gloom. Had Antoniaâs husband come? Had the two of them bundled Ritchie off together? Did Antonia even have a husband? Or a child? Or was she just some nutter who . . . Oh Jesus.
Ice.
Maybe Ritchie wasnât with Antonia at all. Maybe Antonia had got bored, and walked out of the café and left him, and someone else, some person Emma couldnât even begin to imagine, had seen him there on his own and come in and taken him.
The street disappeared. The road came and went in flashes, like the strobes at a nightclub. Then she was pushing past people, shoving them violently out of her way. She was flying down the street, spinning down side roads at random, then sprinting back up them again. She didnât know which way she was going, whether she was