Stephen assured her it was both a reward for the best in the department and a sure way of breaking the ice between professors and students, in other words between whites and blacks. When masters and disciples get drunk together, itâs something they never forget. Rosélie bumped into these young things, awkward and embarrassed, as they came out of the toilet, and quickly withdrew so as not to embarrass them even more.
Manuel Desprez was still talking.
âIâve been away in France on a sabbatical and when I got back at the beginning of the week I heard what had happened. I was about to come and see you.â
She closed up. He was probably going to spout some commonplace remark, bemoan the absurdity of the crime, and find fault with the local police. It was true, in fact, that despite Inspector Lewis Sitholeâs constant visits and the notes he kept jotting down, Stephenâs murderers seemed to have disappeared into thin air. But instead of uttering the predictable, his question was direct, even brutal:
âArenât you going to return home?â
Home? If only I knew where home was.
Chance had it I was born in Guadeloupe. But nobody in my family is interested in me. Apart from that, I have lived in France. A man took me to Africa, then left me. Another took me to the United States, then brought me back to Africa, and he too left me stranded, this time in Cape Town. Oh, I forgot Iâve also lived in Japan. That makes for a fine charade, doesnât it? No, my only country was Stephen. I shall stay wherever he is.
Despite the insistence of his half brothersâhis mother had passed away some months earlierâRosélie had refused to take his body back to the family vault in Verberie. Stephen, who loathed Europe, would have certainly preferred to remain in the country he had chosen.
âSouth Africa is such a tough place,â Manuel insisted.
The whole world is a tough place. They take potshots at you on the sidewalks of Manhattan as well as in Londonâs Chelsea. Youâre not safe in the deadly Twin Towers, symbol of American capitalism. Almost three thousand dead, killed in a single morning. They rape old ladies in the east of Paris. They tell me that even my little Guadeloupe is keeping up with the times.
âIâm not talking just about violence.â
About what, then? Racism? Letâs talk about racism. I could write volumes on the subject. If racism is more deadly than AIDs, it is also more widespread, more commonplace than flu in winter.
Iâve always dreamed of writing a book on racism. âRacism Explained to the Deaf and Hard of Hearing.â
He became confused and changed the subject.
âThey tell me youâre a painter.â
Rosélie stammered out a yes. This type of question always embarrassed her. As if she had been asked to put on a swimsuit, despite her cellulite, and pace up and down the stage of the Miss Guadeloupe contest. Manuel called a waiter, ordered a single malt, then went on to explain:
âMy sister has a gallery on the rue du Bac in Paris. If I can help you in any way, I shall only be too pleased.â
The tone was sincere. The things he must have heard at the university! Doris, the coloured secretary, entertained her audience with her hissing voice:
âTheyâre not married, you know.â
I was the one who refused. He proposed regularly. Without any real desire, in my opinion. Like a broker offering comprehensive car insurance.
âIf something happens youâll be covered.â
Itâs true that if I had listened to him I wouldnât be where I am today! Worrying about how to make ends meet.
âSo of course sheâs not entitled to a pension,â Doris hissed excitedly. âSince she canât do anything except paint ghastly pictures that nobody would want in their house, sheâs bought a crystal ball and calls herself a medium.â
Split between hysterical laughter and