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you think having this over me will keep you safe, you
     are sorely mistaken. If I killed you now, the only person I’d have to tell the truth
     to is your mother.” He gives me a violent shake. “She’d learn to accept it. She’d
     have no choice.”
    My heart seizes: I know he’s serious. He could kill me. He wants to kill me.
    I quickly switch tacks, hoping I’m not too late.
    “I’m sorry, General.” Channeling my own mortal terror, I will repentant tears to my
     eyes. “I’m so sorry.”
    He looks at me with renewed contempt: the sight of his son groveling for his life
     is probably as hard for him as the sight of me turning against the cause. I know my
     new tactic is as risky as my old one: he could just as easily kill me out of disgust
     as out of anger.
    But I keep going. This is the only gambit I have.
    “I failed you and I failed my people. I’m a coward. I don’t have what it takes to
     kill. On the field of battle I … I couldn’t stand to see bloodshed.”
    My father releases my shirt and I drop hard to the floor.
    “I knew coming back was a risk. That I might be justifiably executed for treason.
     But I thought it was worth it.”
    “Why?”
    “Because,” I say, pausing for dramatic effect, scrambling back onto my feet. “I hoped
     you would give me a chance to make up for my failure.”
    “And how do you propose to do that?”
    I fix my shirt and give him the most unblinking stare I can muster. “Clearly, I don’t
     have what it takes to be a warrior. I’m not like Ivan.”
    At that, my father lets out a derisive snort. “Son, you are unworthy of even an unflattering
     comparison to Ivanick.”
    “But I am a better tactician. Ivan never would’ve gotten through his early studies
     if I hadn’t been there to do his work for him, every step of the way.”
    The General’s not even looking at me anymore: he’s staring towards the kitchen, no
     doubt preparing himself for the explanation he’ll have to give my mother once he’s
     killed me. I can see I’m losing him. Yet I press on, trying not to let my desperation
     show.
    “I found Number Two first. Back in London, well before your entire team of surveyors
     managed to pinpoint her location. And in Kenya I got to Number Three ahead of Ivan.
     I didn’t have the will to kill them myself, but I found them first. I could be one
     of the best trackers you have if you just give me a chance—”
    My father lunges at me again, grabbing me by the throat this time. I can’t breathe.
    This is it, I think. This is the end .
    “One week,” he says. “I’ll give you one week to show me what you can do.”
    He releases me.
    “And if you fail to produce a miracle for me in that time …” He trails off. I can
     tell from his look he expects me to finish his statement.
    “You’ll kill me.”
    His level stare confirms that I’ve guessed right.
    I nod, accepting his terms.

CHAPTER 6
    I lie in my old bed, in my old bedroom, staring at the wall. I was surprised to find
     everything just as I left it, half-expecting it to be stripped bare following my supposed
     “death.” I guess my mother won that battle with the General.
    I try to get comfortable. After months on a bare cot at the aid camp, my expensive
     pillow-top mattress should feel unbelievably fluffy and soft. But it feels like a
     bed of nails.
    After a strained dinner, during which my father and I both pretended to be happy I
     was home, alone in my room I can finally let my guard down and drop the fake smile.
     I’m exhausted and scared. Even if I somehow manage to avoid being executed within
     the trial week the General has granted me, that’s no guarantee I’ll manage to break
     into the labs. And even if I do, that’s no guarantee I’ll find a successful means
     of reviving One, of keeping her imminent disappearance at bay. And even if I manage
     to save her, I have no plan for how to save myself, for how to escape this place once
     I’m done.
    I’ll need to