The Right Note (BWWM Interracial Romance) Read Online Free PDF Page A

trapped..it was so cruel to say it to her face when he knew how much it meant to her.
    "Look, This business is rough.. I don't want to raise false hopes about how easy it is. You're talented enough. But talent isn't enough. You seem like a decent person keep writing jingles and you can be a big fish in a small pond in time if you keep going the way you're going. that's probably a better life for someone like you. so stop dreaming about schmoozing your way to the top. A lot of us cats have had to fight hard and dirty for years to get ahead and the rest lucked out. You can't count on that..and I'm definitely no rabbit's foot. It's better you accept these things now from someone who doesn't mind telling you the truth."
    "Look," Hayley said, "I don't want a free ride, I want to work I want to earn it.. I know I can write as good as anyone she flushed having forgotten who she was talking to.. I mean I'm sure I have it in me"
    Jack shook his head, "you'll have to prove it on your own.."
    Hayley felt exasperated "isn't there anyway to get a break in this business?"
    Against his better judgement Jack let his real feelings show, "there are no breaks for people like you or me in this business coming up from the bottom- you don't break into it.. It breaks you. It keeps breaking you until you crack and if you're lucky you'll make back for the next round and then the next. If you last enough rounds then eventually they give you a booby prize... how big depends on how good you actually were back before you had the humanity beaten out of you."
    Jack stopped his tirade and collected himself, "sound like fun to you?"
    Hayley was getting angry, didn't he realize how horribly skewed his viewpoint was?...how awful he sounded? he seemed so so twisted. She didn't want this to turn into an argument so she controlled herself and said breezily, "don't worry about me, I can always fuck my way to the top if all else fails." He looked at her critically and she felt infuriated by his impersonal assessment of her attractiveness.
    "You? No.. I wouldn't think so."
    Hayley was losing control now, "I was kidding. I don't need to but it's not like I couldn't if I chose to."
    "Why, are you thinking of starting now?" he was playing with her having spoken pleasantly and with utter facetiousness
    Jack doesn't take me seriously at all, Hayley thought. She felt humiliated, flushed, a cool trickle of sweat dripped down her back She did it before she even realized what was happening she had put her hand on the front of his pants. disappointed by the fact that he wasn't the slightest bit hard she grimly held on to his sleeping member and looked him right in the eyes.
    "I know you don't need me and I know you won't to help me ... I know I'm not even particularly desirable to you. You're so arrogant you make me want to hit you with that bottle but I don't care. I want you to do whatever you want with me... I want you to use me. I just want to feel what you are inside of me and I want to make you feel something.. I know that after I leave tonight we'll probably never speak again but right now I'm going to make you feel something.. I want to prove for myself that I'm real to you."
    Jack stood frozen..rather than taking this as an invitation he almost seemed like he was about to recoil. Her words had definitely affected him she noticed, both the sudden shock in his face and the rapidly growing erection that seemed to seek her hand with a mind of it's own, attested to that. She smiled at the power she now felt she had over him.
    Knowing instinctively that it had been her blunt honesty that had overwhelmed him she purred a little as she spoke on, "Oh Jacky boy... you're in for it now.. when was the last time you've really fucked for real? Really felt someone with more than just your cock.. I bet it's been a long time. I don't care how many women you've had or how bored you thought you were with sex. I've never wanted anyone more in my entire life and I don't care what happens