their family gone?
Tham calls out to Lum from upstairs. She says his name playfully, but the certainty in her voice lingers. Cherry asks to borrow Lumâs cell phone and steps outside, where several crew members are busy watering the thirsty, drooping rosebushes.
âThis call is expensive,â her mother says when she hears Cherryâs voice.
âIt wonât take long,â Cherry says. âIâm staying here.â
âStaying where? What are you talking about?â
âHere, Vietnam,â she says, struggling not to stammer. âIâm going to defer medical school for a year. I want to live here with Lum for a while. I need some time to think.â
Cherry knows her mother is no longer confused because there is a cool silence on the line. She presses her ear into Lumâs cell phone, but there is only transpacific static.
âYou did this on purpose,â she finally says.
âMomââ
âYou wanted to humiliate me.â
âWhat does this have to do with you?â
âDonât be stupid. Everything you do is because of me.â She is yelling. Cherry holds the phone away from her ear. âWe sent your brother away to protect your future. Daddy made me give him up for you.â
âThatâs not true.â
âWhat do you think youâre going to do there?â
Cherryâs head feels like itâs spinning. âIâm not sure yet.â
âNot sure yet?â her mother repeats mockingly. âYou think you can live off your brother and the Transâ hospitality forever?â
âIâll get a job.â
âYou? Youâve never worked a day in your life, all so you could study.â
âIâm hanging up,â Cherry warned.
âI made this mistake,â she says. âI thought I was so smart and that is how I ended up with your father.â
âMom.â
âYou watch,â she says. âYouâll regret this, too.â
Cherry closes the phone. A few seconds later, the phone shakes in her hand. Her parentsâ number appears on the caller ID. She watches it vibrate several times before it clicks over to voice mail. The phone is silent, recording her motherâs message, but Cherry can imagine the words.
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1980
Cuc Bui
Paris, France
⦠Do you remember that fishermanâs pathetic map? It was so old and tattered. He got it wet several times until Cambodia became Vietnam, and then all the countries bled into the China Sea. It wasnât helping anyway. We couldnât see anything but water. We still blamed him, nonetheless.
You looked so ill during the boat ride. There werenât enough rations, and you kept giving the sardines to the children so they wouldnât starve. If I had known how much you would suffer, I wouldnât have insisted that you come with us. I hope you believe it was worth it. I think it was.â¦
Hung Truong
Pulau Bidong, Malaysia
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Chapter One
HOA
P ULAU B IDONG , M ALAYSIA , 1979
Hoa struggled to ignore him, her eyes concentrating on the damp towel hanging in front of her, her movements quick and methodical. It was impossible: Bac Nhut was not asleep, he was watching her. Hoa had caught the old manâs eyes fluttering as she adjusted her canvas partition, his mouth too delicately closed, his head conveniently propped in her direction. Their families and neighbors were away at the mess hall for lunch, leaving the old pervert free to leer without witnesses.
She was not afraid of her neighbor, only repulsed. Hoa felt confident she could defend herself from his thin, weak limbs if he dared touch her. Sometimes she wished he wouldâher desire to strike him, to expose his depravity, overwhelmed her usually complacent nature. For weeks, Bac Nhut pretended to nap in his shanty when Hoa returned from bathing, even though she altered her shower time every day. Revolting. Back in Vietnam, sheâd tell her husband. No, she