I
wanted to scream at her for saying that. “That wasn’t his fault.”
She shook her head and grabbed her bowl as she stood up.
“Look, I know you care about him, Callie, but he’s obviously got a
temper on him.” She walked over to the sink and put the bowl in it.
“You need to stay away from him.”
I pushed back from the table and my knees shook. “No.”
She turned around and the iciness in her eyes reminded me
of why I couldn’t tell her stuff—because she only ever looked at
stuff from her own point of view. “Callie Lawrence, you will not talk to me that way.”
I shook my head, backing toward the door. “I’ll talk to you
like this when you’re wrong.”
Her eyes widened, shocked. I’d never talked to her like that
before. “What is wrong with you? Is it because you’ve been
hanging around Kayden? I bet it is.”
“A few weeks ago you were so happy we were together,” I
said, gripping the doorknob.
“That’s before I knew what he was capable of,” she said. “I
don’t want you hanging out with him. And besides, you should be
on Caleb’s side in all of this. He’s been part of this family for
longer.”
A cold, yet hot wave of anger ripped from my toes and
rushed to my mouth. “You don’t even know the whole story! And
you don’t care enough to ask!” I wasn’t sure what I was referring to
anymore but I didn’t stay long enough to find out. I jerked the
back door open and ran outside into the snow.
She didn’t follow me and I wasn’t surprised. I’d never expect
anything more from her.
“Earth to Callie.” Luke waves a hand in front of my face and I
flinch. “Did you hear what I asked? About Kayden?”
“Yeah.” I press my lips together, thread my finger through
the laces, and begin to unfasten them. “That’s what everyone’s
saying—that he cut himself.”
Grabbing the gap between the blade and the bottom of the
skate, he slips off his skate, tosses it to the side, and stretches out his toes. “You don’t believe that, do you?”
Part of me does, whenever I think about that night when
Kayden and I had sex and there were all those fresh wounds on his
arms. I didn’t think about it at the time, but they could have been
track marks from self-inflicted injuries. But I don’t believe that he stabbed himself.
“I think it might have been his dad.” Saying it aloud changes
everything, makes it real, true. I’m breathless, not just because of
the idea of Kayden’s father stabbing him, but because Kayden
hasn’t said anything and it aches to think about what his silence
could mean. I know the pain that causes that kind of silence way
too well.
Luke kicks off his other skate, then relaxes back in the bench
and crosses his arms. “You know, I remember when we were kids
and Kayden used to sleep over at my house all the time. I always
thought it was weird because he wanted to stay at my house and
not his. Mine was a fucking shithole and my mother’s fucking
crazy. I didn’t get it, until the first time I stayed over at his house.”
I want to know why he thinks his mother is crazy, but the
tension in his jawline is an indicator not to ask. “What happened?”
He pulls off his gloves, balls them up, and puts them into the
pocket of his jacket. The intensity in his liquid brown eyes carries
the severity of what he’s about to tell me. “I broke a cup. Not on
purpose, but still the fucking cup was broken and that’s all that
mattered. I remember when it happened, Kayden flipped out. We
were like ten and I didn’t get it. It was a fucking cup, right?” He
exhales loudly and I notice that his hands have a slight tremble to
them. “Anyway, Kayden’s panicking and yelling at me to get the
broom from the storage closet. So I go to get it, but it’s not in the storage closet. So I start looking everywhere and finally find it in
the hallway closet. At this point, I can hear all this yelling coming