noticed it.
âThat
thing
is Jay Gatsbyâs living room,â I say, annoyed.
I did my first diorama last year for a set design class and it has become a sort of hobby for me. I make at least one every other month, usually based on the books we are reading in school. Since I can wield a circular saw with ease (even though I pretty much just use hand tools for my diorama creations), they are pretty elaborate, with real wood paneling, dollhouse furniture I pick up on eBay or make myself, and, as in the case with
The Great Gatsby,
wallpaper I design and paint with tiny little stencils. Mrs. Bordeaux always said she was giving me extra credit for them, which was kind of a joke between us, since I always got an A in English anyway.
âWell, it doesnât belong on the table,â he says, totally unimpressed by Mr. Gatsbyâs varnished wood floors, heavy tapestry drapes, Oriental rug, miniature potted palm, and velvet furniture.
âWell, thereâs really no other place for it,â I say defensively.
My dad stops stirring the eggs. â
Find
a place,â he says in a tone that lets me know heâs about to blow.
Lucy looks up from the paper and shoots me a nervous look like,
Please donât get him all upset on our shopping day!
I grudgingly take the diorama upstairs and set it in the middle of my bed.
By the time I get back to the kitchen, the table is set and Dad is dishing out the eggs.
âNone for me, thanks,â Lucy says, waving them away. âIâm just going to have toast.â
âYou feel okay?â he asks, concerned.
Thatâs another thing. If I said I didnât want any eggs he never would have assumed I was sick. Instead, he would have assumed I was dieting and congratulated me on my willpower.
âI just donât want to be all bloated when I try on dresses,â she says.
My dad glances at the eggs he has already dished out on my plate, like,
Uh-oh.
Iâm half expecting him to rush back over and spoon some off my plate, so I take my seat and (even though Iâm not hungry in the slightest) shovel a giant forkful in my mouth. What he doesnât know is that, unlike Lucy, I donât have to worry about bloat. Yesterday I stopped at the mall in the Inner Harbor and purchased some SPANX Power Panties with Tummy Control. Desperate times called for desperate measures.
After breakfast I wedge myself into my fatherâs convertible Cabrio and we drive to the Towson Town Center. Both my dad and I follow Lucy through the mass of stores and into Lucyâs favorite, Mein-U. Lucy flips through rack after rack like a cranky Simon Cowell dismissing contestants before finally yanking out a bright fuchsia silk dress with spaghetti straps. I can tell itâs for me, since Lucyâs dresses involve just enough material to dry a wet dish. I can also tell that I already hate the way it looks on me, even though I havenât tried it on yet. âWhat do you think?â she asks.
âIâm not sure about the color,â I say, chewing on my thumbnail. Actually, I love bright colors, but everyone knows that theyâre not slenderizing, so I prefer to stick with basic black.
âI like it,â Dad says from behind us.
I accept the dress from Lucy and hug it to my chest and stand there waiting patiently while Lucy pulls several pastel-colored dresses for herself and two more for me, one black and one red. Finally, she takes her seven dresses and I take my three and we head toward the dressing room, where, even though it is really crowded and Lucy sees me naked every day, I still insist on getting my own room. I donât want Lucy to know about the SPANX, and besides, I have a feeling the dress Lucy chose for me isnât going to work out and I have no intention of humiliating myself any more than necessary.
I walk into the dressing room and lock the door behind me. I take the SPANX out of my purse and step into it, yanking it up
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