heâd nearly shouted into Annâs voice mail, as sirens clotted the air and screamed toward the ER. âIâm on my way.â
At the time he hadnât realized why she didnât answer either her cell or the house phone in the kitchen, but after sheâd left, when he walked inside and saw the cake from the French bakery, the scripted âHappy Anniversaryâ in purple buttercream, when it was, in essence, hours too late, he knew. He also knew that her anger had been building for a long time. Heâs never really understood the milkiness of women; he doesnât want to. He thinks itmight be worse, the way they take a sharp, hard thing and stretch it into smoke and wisps of summer nightsâghosts that curl around the bedpost and lie in wait outside the kitchen door. Men, Jack thinks, deal with things head-on, and then they dust themselves off and blunder through their lives.
He gets up from his desk and stretches. All night he tossed and turned, and now heâs dying for a cigarette even though he hasnât smoked in years. He walks into the break room and tries not to look at the half-empty box of doughnuts on the table in the middle of the room. âHey, Rob,â he says, and his partner nods, gesturing toward his mouth and then the open doughnut box.
âHowâs the case coming along?â he says. âThe woman on Ashby Lane?â
Jack pours himself a cup of coffee from the machine, muddy and tasteless. âNight shift left a report on my desk. Said somebody mightâve been at the crime scene last night after we left.â
âWho?â
âNo idea. The patrolman said there was a light inside the house, but the place was locked up tight as a drum. No forced entry. Said it was possible it was headlights coming through a window from the street behind.â
âHuh. Murderer returning to the scene of the crime?â
âCould be. Anything on the missing girl?â
âThey found her car not far from where she worked, stripped, with some blood on the front seat. I got two calls from Lenora at the prosecutorâs office,â Rob tells him. âLenora the Luscious.â He rolls his eyes. âShe wants an update on both cases.â
âAlready? Crap!â The first assistant prosecutor has been even more of a pain than usual lately, her spike heels inches from whatever case theyâre on. Jack gulps down the coffee and nearly gags. His stomach is a huge knot, between Ann leaving and his eatingonly crusts of burned things he found in the oven in the middle of the nightâthe charred remains of potatoes and roasted brussels sprouts.
Probably the missing teenage girl is with her boyfriend in the city, which is usually how these things turn out, but heâs hardly an authority when it comes to kids. His one remaining son is living with a girl named Maryanne in a place even felons avoid if they have a choice. Rosieâs Rooms, not far from Jackâs office. Jack hasnât met the girlfriend and quite possibly he never will. He hears just scraps of things from Margie, who is totally unreliable as a witnessâor anything else, for that matter. If he interviewed his ex-wife on a case, heâd toss out most of what she said. Still, Margieâs all heâs got now, the only connection to their son. And if itâs true what she told him when she dropped the ball with her AA program a few months back, he might soon have a grandchild. Sometimes he believes this, but usually he doesnât, since it wouldnât be the first time Margieâs lied about a pregnancy. She told him she was pregnant a few weeks after she threw Jack out. She wasnât. It was just one of the cards she played.
He holds his pencil between the first and second fingers of his right hand, exactly the way he held a cigarette for twenty-seven years. Margie told him in a more lucid call, in which she was much vaguer about Maryanneâs pregnancy, that