satisfaction of seeing her pain. But in retrospect, he hated himself for having caused so much of it. Maybe thatâs why his career ended early. Bad karma. What goes around comes around. He decided heâd make it up to her. If she remembered sheâd asked him, heâd definitely talk to her for her jock book.
Liz was standing behind him now, massaging his shoulders. âYouâre very, very tense, Paul.â
Closing his eyes, he let his head loll forward. âIâm also very, very drunk.â
âDo you want me to drive you home?â
Let Liz drive him home. Now there was a thought. A bad one.
âNah. Iâll take a cab, thanks.â
Liz playfully smacked his shoulder. âOh, donât be such a martyr! I do know how to drive, Paul.â Her mouth dipped down to his ear again, her hot breath teasing his senses. âAs you may recall, I know how to do lots of things.â
He was tired. He was drunk. He was lonely.
âFine,â he murmured, fumbling in his pocket for his car keys, too weary to fight her off any longer. âDrive me home.â
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âAunt Katie?â
Katie had just turned out the light and slipped between the covers of her old bed when Tuck appeared in the doorway. It was strange, being back in her old room. Everything looked the same as it did when sheâd departed for college: same nicked desk, same narrow bed, same lace curtains. The only thing different was she.
âCâmon on in, Tuck.â She sat up and turned on the light, watching her nephew shuffle shyly into the room. He was clearly Minaâs son; he had his motherâs delicate features and enviably long eyelashes, as well as his motherâs wiry body. Sometimes, when Katie looked at him, she found herself running down a mental checklist of all the men in Didsbury, trying to figure out who his father was. It was a futile exercise. Tuck looked like Mina, period.
âWhatâs up, pal? Couldnât sleep?â
Tuck shook his head. Her mother had told Katie that Tuck frequently had trouble getting to sleep, and would sometimes come to sleep with her for comfort, wrapping his arms tight around his grandmotherâs neck.
âWhatâs bugginâ ya?â Katie continued.
âI dunno.â Tuck shrugged. He hopped up on the end of her bed, legs swinging. âHow long are you going to be here again?â
âA year, Tuck. Remember I told you that?â
Tuck picked at the bedspread, not looking at her. âBut then you go away again?â
Katie felt her heart wrench. âYes,â she said quietly. âI go back to Vermont. But thatâs not for a long, long time. Weâve got months together, you and I.â
Tuck raised his head, smiling. âWanna play Motorcross Madness?â
âRight now?â
Tuck glanced furtively at the bedroom door and nodded.
âHoney, itâs almost midnight. Aunt Katie is old. Sheâs tired. Besides, you should be fast asleep. If Nana catches you awake, sheâll paddle your beee-hind.â
Tuck snorted with glee. âYouâre funny, Aunt Katie.â
âIt runs in the family. I bet youâre funny, too.â
âMy momâs not funny.â
Katie leaned forward, brushing the hair out of his eyes. âStill pretty mad at her, huh?â
Tuck jerked away.
âI know sheâs made some mistakes, but I also know she loves you. And as soon as weâre allowed to go see her, you and Iââ
âI donât want to see her.â Tuck jumped off the bed. âI want to stay here with you and Nana. I never want to see her again!â
âYesterday you said Nana was old and boring.â
âShe is.â
Katie feigned being insulted. âWell, I guess that means Iâm boring, too.â
Tuck bounced back onto the bed. âYou could never be boring!â
âYou know what? Neither could you. Câmere.â She coaxed Tuck into