was a good boy and did what he was told by the doctors and trainers, taking it easy even though every game he missed was like a knife in his heart.
Triumphant, he returned to the ice. Six months later he was seriously concussed again by Ottawaâs Ulf Torkelson, and Paul knew his career was over.
Just thinking about it made Paul feel like someone had slipped a bag over his head and he couldnât breathe. The six months following the final hit were the worst of his life. He got blinding headaches, couldnât remember things, jumbled words, lost his balance. Just walking up a flight of stairs left him exhausted. The Bladesâ trainers told him to be patient and give himself time to heal, but all Paul could think was: For what? Everyone knew he was finished, even if no one had the guts to say so. In the end, the only one with the balls to speak the truth was the neurologist, who said, âGet hit again and youâre going to wind up with shit for brains, son.â It didnât get any blunter than that.
And so, begrudgingly, he retired. Better to bow out at the top of his game than hang on and risk being a vegetable, right? At least thatâs what he told himself. But deep down, he remained furious that his body had betrayed him.
âYou sure you donât want another Heineken, lamby?â
The purr of Liz Flahertyâs voice brought him out of his reverie. Sheâd been hanging over him all night, blabbing about how it was âfateâ they were both back in town. Paul wasnât so sure. Yeah, she was still hot, but she was also a hellcat. Once she got her claws into him, heâd need a surgeon to remove them. Paul waved the beer away. âIâm fine, Liz, thanks.â
She brushed her nose seductively against his cheek. âWant to dance again?â
âIâm too drunk.â
âThat never stopped you from dancingâor doing other thingsâbefore,â she whispered in his ear.
Irritated to find himself aroused, Paul ignored her. Why couldnât it be Katie Fisher murmuring suggestively in his ear?
It was incredible that Katie had become a drop-dead gorgeous woman. Writing about jocks, too. What was that about? Maybe it was a form of revenge, studying the people who had been absolute and total pricks to her. In his younger years heâd been a prick to lots of people, including other athletes. He chuckled, recalling the way heâd busted on former teammate Michael Dante when he had first joined the Blades. What an arrogant little twerp heâd been. Now Michael was one of his closest friends, one of the few ex-teammates who kept in touch. He took a long sip of water, hoping to quell the nausea burbling in his stomach. Heâd definitely had too much to drink.
âPenny for your thoughts.â Having been unable to lure him back out onto the dance floor, Liz stayed glued to his side at the table.
âActually, I was thinking about Katie Fisher.â
Liz snorted. âWhat about her?â
âDid you see her? She looks like an entirely different person.â
âI donât think that was really Katie. I think she hired someone to come here and play her. The real Katie is at home on a reinforced couch inhaling Oreos.â
Paul frowned. âWhy are you such a bitch?â
âOh, excuse me! If I remember correctly, you were the one who thought it would be funny to nominate her for homecoming queen. Andââ
âPoint taken,â Paul snapped. Heâd forgotten about that. No wonder Katie looked so wary when he was talking to her; she probably thought he was going to play some joke on her that would result in her humiliation. Part of him always liked Katie Fisher. People would call her names and make fun of her, but Katie always held her head high. She was like an athlete in that way: She took the abuse and showed no fear and in the end, she earned respect. He respected Katie for not giving her tormentors the
Janwillem van de Wetering