time now. Unless you think I ought to set my cap for Mr. Norris. He is a widower, after all.â
âUgh,â said Alice with disgust. She fiddled with her teacup. âIs thereââ
Rachel rested her chin on her hands. âAny money? No.â
She supposed she might be surprised, but she doubted it. Unless her mother had a pirateâs hoard hidden beneath the bed, the sum in her post office account had never been more than fifty pounds.
Fifty pounds, a battered piano, and her gold watch. That was all Rachel had in the world.
Only it wasnât, she reminded herself fiercely. She had her own wits, such as they were. She was a hard worker. If she needed to, she could scrub floors, beat curtains. She wasnât afraid of work, any more than her mother had been.
Pushing her teacup aside, she said, âHow quickly does Norris want me gone?â
Alice looked down into her cup. âAs soon as possible. When I pressed him on it, he said he imagined he could give you a fortnightâat a reasonable rate.â
Which meant an unreasonable rate. âHow very generous of him. So nice to know that chivalry isnât dead.â
There was an awkward silence. Alice pushed back her chair. âItâs nearly time for Annabelleâs tea. Please, come home with me.â In a falsely bright tone, she added, âAnnabelle has been asking after her auntie Rachel.â
Rachel rose, the muscles in her legs protesting. She felt stiff and achy and strangely lightheaded. âYou mean that sheâs hoping Iâve brought her a new dress for her doll.â
âThat, too.â Alice paused, her hat in her hand. âYouâre dropping on your feet. Stay with us for tonight. Thereâs a bed made up in the spare room; you can sleep as long as you like.â
Rachel forced a smile. âWith Jim blundering about, delivering babies?â
âHe seldom delivers them in the spare room.â Alice shoved her hat onto her head. âI hate to think of you here alone.â
âAre you afraid Mr. Norris will try to rent me out with the cottage?â
âThatâs not funny.â But Rachel could see the hint of a smile there all the same. Alice had always been shocked and delighted by Rachelâs more outrageous comments. It was one of the many reasons they were friends. âLet me feed you supper, at least.â
Making small talk with Jim? Rachel liked Aliceâs Jim well enough, but she didnât think she had it in her to fix a false smile to her face, to pretend nothing was wrong. All she wanted to do was sleep.
âIf itâs all the same, I think Iâll have an early night.â One of her last nights in her own bed.
Impossible to think that the room that had always been hers would soon be emptied of her possessions, like a stage set awaiting a new actress. Rachel shook her head. She shouldnât be melodramatic. What was a house? A box filled with rooms.
Resolutely, she said, âIâll go down to Oxford in the morning. I ought to thank Cousin David. For making the arrangements.â
And to ask how much she owed. Nothing, he would say. But she knew that the undertaker didnât provide coffins for free, or violets, for that matter. She couldnât let Cousin David bear the whole cost of it.
How much of a dent would that make in her meager nest egg?
No point in thinking of it now. Sheâd sell her watch if she had to. Rachel closed her fingers around it, feeling the engraving on the underside. To Rachel .
âAre you sure thereâs nothing I can do for you?â Alice was hovering, her coat over her arm.
âYouâve made me tea.â Rachel gestured to the anemic liquid in her cup, now cold as well as weak. When Alice still lingered, she added, âAnd youâve reminded me that Iâm not entirely an orphan. What more could I ask?â
Alice didnât need to be persuaded. Her thoughts, Rachel knew, were already
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