wished for another beer; one really only sets your mouth. I picked up the chainsaw and thought about WOXO being off the air. That was the direction that funny fogbank had come from. And it was the direction Shaymore (pronounced Shammore by the locals) lay in. Shaymore was where the Arrowhead Project was.
That was old Bill Giostiâs theory about the so-called Black Spring: the Arrowhead Project. In the western part of Shaymore, not far from where the town borders on Stoneham, there was a small government preserve surrounded with wire. There were sentries and closed-circuit television cameras and God knew what else. Or so I had heard; Iâd never actually seen it, although the Old Shaymore Road runs along the eastern side of the government land for a mile or so.
No one knew for sure where the name Arrowhead Project came from and no one could tell you for one hundred percent sure that that really was the name of the projectâif there was a project. Bill Giosti said there was, but when you asked him how and where he came by his information, he got vague. His niece, he said, worked for the Continental Phone Company, and she had heard things. It got like that.
âAtomic things,â Bill said that day, leaning in the Scoutâs window and blowing a healthy draft of Pabst into my face. âThatâs what theyâre fooling around with up there. Shooting atoms into the air and all that.â
âMr. Giosti, the airâs full of atoms,â Billy had said. âThatâs what Mrs. Neary says. Mrs. Neary says everythingâs full of atoms.â
Bill Giosti gave my son Bill a long, bloodshot glance that finally deflated him. âThese are different atoms, son.â
âOh, yeah,â Billy muttered, giving in.
Dick Muehler, our insurance agent, said the Arrowhead Project was an agricultural station the government was running, no more or less. âBigger tomatoes with a longer growing season,â Dick said sagely, and then went back to showing me how I could help my family most efficiently by dying young. Janine Lawless, our postlady, said it was a geological survey having something to do with shale oil. She knew for a fact, because her husbandâs brother worked for a man who hadâ
Mrs. Carmody, nowâ¦she probably leaned more to Bill Giostiâs view of the matter. Not just atoms, but different atoms.
I cut two more chunks off the big tree and dropped them over the side before Billy came back with a fresh beer in one hand and a note from Steff in the other. If thereâs anything Big Bill likes to do more than run messages, I donât know what it could be.
âThanks,â I said, taking them both.
âCan I have a swallow?â
âJust one. You took two last time. Canât have you running around drunk at ten in the morning.â
âQuarter past,â he said, and smiled shyly over the top of the can. I smiled backânot that it was such a great joke, you know, but Billy makes them so rarelyâand then read the note.
âGot JBQ on the radio,â Steffy had written. âDonât get drunk before you go to town. You can have one more, but thatâs it before lunch. Do you think you can get up our road okay?â
I handed him the note back and took my beer. âTell her the roadâs okay because a power truck just went by. Theyâll be working their way up here.â
âOkay.â
âChamp?â
âWhat, Dad?â
âTell her everythingâs okay.â
He smiled again, maybe telling himself first. âOkay.â
He ran back and I watched him go, legs pumping, soles of his zori showing. I love him. Itâs his face and sometimes the way his eyes turn up to mine that make me feel as if things are really okay. Itâs a lie, of courseâthings are not okay and never have beenâbut my kid makes me believe the lie.
I drank some beer, set the can down carefully on a rock, and got the