competition.â
She frowned as she thought about what he had said about his sister. The girl sounded like a spoilt brat, too used to having her own way. No wonder they hadnât got on. âYou said Izabella was used to having you to herself. But surely youâd had women in your life beforeâ¦before me?â
âBut of course.â
Emelia felt a quick dart of jealousy spike her at the arrogant confidence of his statement. Just how many women had there been? Not counting him, for she could not recall sleeping with him, she had only had one lover. She had been far too young and had only gone out with the man to annoy her father during one of her teenage fits of rebellion. It was not a period of her life she wasparticularly proud of and the loss of self-esteem she had experienced during that difficult time had made it hard for her to date with any confidence subsequently.
Her belly gave another little quiver as she thought about what Javier might have taught her in the last two years. Had he tutored her in the carnal delights he seemed to have enjoyed so freely?
His dark eyes began to glint as if he could read her mind. âWe were good together, Emelia,â he said. âVery, very good.â
She swallowed tightly. âUmâ¦Iâ¦itâsâ¦I donât think Iâm ready to rush intoâ¦you knowâ¦picking up where we left off, so to speak.â
He elevated one of his dark brows. âNo?â
Emelia pressed her trembling thighs together, the heat that had pooled between them both surprising and shocking her. âThe doctor said not to rush things. He said I should take things very slowly.â
The little gleam in his eyes was still there as he held her gaze. âIt would not do to go against doctorâs orders, now, would it?â
She couldnât stop herself from looking at his mouth. The sensual curve of his lips made her heart start to race. How many times had that mouth sealed hers? Was he a hard kisser or soft? Fast and furious with passion or slow and bone-meltingly commanding? The base of her spine gave a shivery tremor, the sensation moving all the way up to nestle in the fine hairs on the back of her neck.
Her thoughts went racing off again.
Had he kissed her there ? Had he stroked his long tanned fingers over the nape of her neck? Had he dipped his tongue into the shell of her ear?
Her heart rammed against her ribcage.
Had he gone lower to the secret heart of her? Had he explored her in intimate detail, making her flesh quiver and spasm in delight? What positions had they made love in? Which was their favourite? Had she taken him in her mouth; had she� Oh, God, had she�
She sneaked a quick glance at him, her face flaming when she encountered his unknowable eyes.
He lifted his hand and with a barely there touch tracked the tip of one of his fingers over the curve of her warm cheek. âYou donât remember anything, do you, querida ?â he asked in a husky tone.
Emelia pressed her lips together in an effort to stop them from prickling with sensation, with an aching burning need. âNoâ¦no⦠Iâm sorryâ¦â
He gave her a crooked smile that didnât quite make the full distance to his eyes. âIt is no matter. We can take our time and do it all again, step by step. It will be like the first time again, sà ?â
Emelia felt her heart start to flap as if it had suddenly grown wings. âI wasnât very experiencedâ¦I remember that. Iâd only had one lover.â
âYou were a fast learner.â His eyes dipped to her mouth, lingering there for a moment before coming back to her eyes. âVery, very fast.â
She swallowed again to clear the tightness of her throat. âYou must find this ratherâ¦unsettling to be married to someone who doesnât even remember how you kiss.â
His fingers went to her chin, propping her face up so she had to lock gazes with him.
Douglas E. Schoen, Melik Kaylan