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over, and he spat out a lot to me. He grumbled on about picking the wrong sister. We got talkin’ about it, and that’s when he told me he had feelings for you before Chey came along. He said it was your eyes, they used to get him every time...”
    I snort. “That’s such a typical line.”
    “Tom Cat, you have wicked sweet eyes.”
    I look away. “What kind of biker says wicked sweet?”
    Cade laughs. “This one. Hey, turn your eyes here, yeah?”
    I look back at him, and try to hide my trembling lip. “He never even said sorry for what he did. I ran, and when I came back they were married. He never tried to find me...never tried to contact me. Then when Chey died, he just hated me and I don’t know why.”
    “You do know why,” Cade says, his voice suddenly hard for his friend.
    “No, I don’t.”
    “Sugar, yeah , you do. You and Spike were friends for a long time. He fucked up, and you ran. You never said goodbye, you never even had it out with him. He never heard from you, he couldn’t find you, and so he went on and did what he did with Chey. Then, she died and he sees you again...after all those years, and what did you do?”
    My heart begins hammering against my chest, and my throat constricts painfully. “I blamed him.”
    “Yeah, you did. You didn’t hear him out, you never even asked how it went down, you just blamed him, and worse, you didn’t blame me. You hit him where it hurt, you threw something on him, but you let me get away with it when it was equally my doing. You broke him, and you did it because you wanted him to hurt because of what he did to you...”
    “Oh God,” I rasp, putting my face in my hands.
    “Don’t make you a bad person, but you can’t blame him for feelin’ the way he does. You were his friend, above all else, and you never let him explain. You blamed him, you got on your parents side when they tried to take him down, and then you came back here and tried to ask for forgiveness.”
    When he puts it like that, I feel like a monster.
    And that’s what I am - a monster.
    “God, what have I done?”
    “Past, Tom Cat, you can’t change it now...”
    I meet Cade’s eyes. “Thank you, for telling me.”
    “Ain’t tellin’ you nothin’ you don’t already know, deep down. I will also tell you I don’t want you playin’ around with Spike right now; he ain’t good for you, Tom Cat. You had the right to know about the past, but now, you need to stay away.”
    “I need to fix what I broke,” I protest.
    “You can do that, but you need to keep your pants on when you do. Trust me, Tom Cat, I ain’t doin’ this to be an asshole, I’m doin’ it ‘coz he ain’t no good for you.”
    “Isn’t that my choice?” I whisper.
    “Not if I’m fuckin’ around,” he growls and I sigh deeply. No point in trying to react right now, he won’t hear of it. “Now, I’m goin’ to head home and find my fiancé to punish her some more. We good?”
    “We’re always good,” I smile weakly.
    Cade returns my smile with full force. He steps forward, jerking me into his arms for a hug. I return it, wrapping my arms around his large frame.
    “You know, for a biker, you’re kinda sweet.”
    He grunts and pulls back. “You women, don’t know what you’re fuckin’ talkin’ about.”
    I giggle, and he flashes me another grin, before gripping his keys and walking to the door. When he gets to the opening, he turns and looks back at me.
    “Don’t chase him, Tom Cat. I mean it...let this one go, yeah?”
    “Later, Cade,” I say, ignoring his speech.
    He nods at me, and steps out the door, and I find myself smiling. My heart hurts, my body aches for Spike, yet I’m smiling. 
    I’m smiling because there’s a chance.
    It might be tiny, but it’s a chance.
    And that’s something - and something means I’ll keep fighting for the friend I lost.

CHAPTER 3
PAST - CIARA
    “W ho’s the motorcycle man?” Cheyenne asks me, flipping her long, blonde hair over her shoulder