and his expression puzzled her. Just what was on his mind? âI know my family will love you, and I think you will love them. Can you get time off from your job?â
âI shall just tell the school Iâm needed â I only work as a volunteer there â and Iâm due for some leave from the Fire Service so it shouldnât be a problem. Iâll ask and tell you at the wedding.â
âThatâs a date then,â he said, and kissed her again, gently this time. âI do like you an awful lot, Emily. I think I might just have found the girl for me, the one Iâve been looking for.â
Now what did he mean by that? Surely he couldnât be talking about anything as serious as marriage this soon? And yet his words and the look in his eyes were making her heart beat faster.
Emily felt as if she were being swept away on a tidal wave. No one had ever kissed her like that, and they certainly hadnât looked at her the way Simon did, or said such exciting things. He had given her goose pimples all over and she half thought she was dreaming.
Sheâd woken from the dream very quickly when Simon dropped her outside her door and went off without coming in to say goodbye to anyone else. Frances had pounced on her immediately, and her news had been so startling that sheâd forgotten her magical interlude as she went upstairs to Danielâs room.
âCan I come in, Dan?â sheâd asked, knocking softly. âItâs Emily  . . .â
âWait a moment  . . .â The door had been unlocked a few seconds later and sheâd been shocked at the change in her brother. Frances had told her he looked pale, but he was so thin and his face was grey with exhaustion. âSorry. I didnât want anyone coming in without warning.â
âShall I go away and leave you to rest?â
âNo, come in for a few minutes.â He smiled and leaned forward to kiss her cheek. âMind my left arm and shoulder. Theyâre still a bit sore, and the journey tired me, but Iâm all right.â
âYou look as if you should still be in hospital.â
âI probably should, but I wanted to come home.â
âI ought not to have written, but I thought you would want to know.â
âYes, of course. They only gave me your letter two days ago.â
âItâs ages since I wrote.â
âYes, I know. Thatâs the Army for you. They lose everything â equipment, men, letters; nothing too small or too large for them to mislay.â
âIs it really that bad?â
âSometimes it seems that way,â he said, with a wry grin. âIt certainly felt that way on that damned beach. For a while we thought they were just going to leave us there, and we expected to die.â
âIt must have been awful. We read about it in the papers and heard it on the radio, and I saw a newsreel at the cinema. I wanted to visit you but they said no, and then  . . . I couldnât. It was so awful when Dad died. He was irritable for a couple of weeks or so before they finally took him to hospital, but we none of us knew anything was wrong. Margaret did try to tell him to go to the doctorâs but he wouldnât, and then he got so bad that I rang the doctor myself. They sent him to hospital but he was in a coma by the time he got there and he just never came round. He had blood poisoning they said  . . . the wound had gone septic because he neglected it.â
âSo it was his own fault then?â
âYes, I donât know what had got into him. He was in a mood for some weeks, snapping at everyone, then he got much worse and I saw him hobbling. I asked him what was wrong and he shouted at me. None of us could talk to him.â
âHe must have had something on his mind. Youâve no idea what was bothering him, of course?â
âI wondered if he might have quarrelled with Margaret, but