said, still being matter-of-fact. âWe donât need you getting blood poisoning, on top of all this.â
âIt was just a glass I broke, it had just come out of the dishwasher,â Harmony said. Though she had not talked to her sister in a long time, she knew that Juliette had been right and that Neddie, her sister, had been exactly the right person to call. Gary might have gone into hysterics, he was prone to them, though mostly from getting his heart broken by boys he fell in love with who didnât reciprocate. In other kinds of crises Gary was pretty stable, but no one in the whole world, so far as Harmony knew, was as stable as her sister Neddie Haley. Already Harmony had begun to dread the moment when she would have to hang up. Probably Neddie didnât have a Portaphone but Harmony had afantasy that she did and the two of them just kept talking while Neddie gathered up Pat and got to the airport and flew to Las Vegas and arrived at Harmonyâs apartment. It was an absurd fantasy, she could never afford to pay for a phone call that long, and anyway Neddie was frugal and would no doubt cut her off at some point even if Portaphones did exist in Tarwater. But it was a comforting fantasy too: if she could just keep her big sister on the line indefinitely maybe the tearing, ripping feeling wouldnât split her apart so badly that she couldnât be a stable mom when Eddie woke up, expecting a waffle and clean clothes to wear to school.
âYou better let me call Pat, sheâs wild in the head these days and thereâs no telling what she might say if you and her get into it,â Neddie advised. It was plain that she was about ready to hang up and start making plane reservations and doing other matter-of-fact things.
âI know she thinks Iâm a bad mother, she always has,â Harmony saidâand it was true, her sister Pat had always disapproved of almost everything she did, particularly her behavior as a mom. When Pat discovered that Harmony had let Pepper go off to New York alone, at the age of seventeen, to dance in a Broadway show, she informed Harmony immediately of her absolute disapproval.
âPepperâs a teenager, she has absolutely no business being alone in a place like New York City,â Pat informed her the first time the subject came up.
âHow would you know what kind of place New York is? Youâve never been there,â Harmony replied, trying to keep calm. Pat was blunt when she was talking to Harmonyâshe just treated her like a little sister who couldnât possibly know much. She had hurt Harmonyâs feelings with her bluntness hundreds of times, over the years.
âYouâve never been anywhere,â Harmony had informed her, at the time. âI wish you wouldnât try to tell me how to raise my daughter. Sheâs in a Broadway show and this is a wonderful opportunity for her.â
âYeah, opportunity to become a drug addict or to get mugged or to get AIDS,â Pat said. âIâve seen those crack neighborhoods they have up thereâthey show them on TV.â
âIâm sure Pepper doesnât live in a crack neighborhood,â Harmony replied, although she had never been in New York either and was not quite as convinced as she would have liked to be that Pepper was living in a safe neighborhood. Really, she didnât know how Pepper lived, other than that she had an address on East Ninth Street. She had plenty of maternal worries herself. Gary had informed her that eight million people lived in New York Cityâthat was too many people even to imagine, and some of them were bound to be unsavory characters. That was a phrase Jackie Bonventre had been fond of before he diedâin his view unsavory characters were men who were stingy at the craps tables, ate too much garlic, and got his showgirls pregnant.
But Pat was not convinced by anything Harmony said, and she never had been. When they