used his head instead to become a sports physio, which took him round Oz and to the UK via Dubai. A weekend in Wales when heâd lived in London stirred something inside him. He made a promise to himself that one day heâd return for its broad beautiful beaches and relaxed pace of life when he was done with âragingâ. Six years ago, at the age of thirty-four, he did, to set up his gym, bringing with him, Helen, the Aussie girlfriend heâd met in Earls Court. Next year, heâd open another gym in Cardiff Bay and then after that, who knew?
But while he was with the mother of his child, the only thing the L-word would stand for on Lettyâs part would be âloserâ.
She never wanted to know about his other life, she didnât want to make his girlfriend and baby real. Sometimes though it was unavoidable. Like today when his girlfriend had texted as Lance drove Letty home.
Sat outside her place, Letty had challenged him to answer it, as if she was testing the depths of his duplicitousness. Which was stupid â how could you have degrees of being a lying unfaithful bastard? Would she really walk if he sent her a text back in her company? But heâd refused to even read it.
âI donât want to give you the old boohoo,â heâd said. âMy girlfriend doesnât understand me, all that bull.â
Letty had pushed him then, she didnât know why at the time, but she could see the reason now: she was further in than sheâd thought.
Heâd given in. But not in the way sheâd imagined. Instead of whining about Helen, heâd taken her hand and kissed it. âThereâs something I need to say. And donât do your blockâ¦â
Her heart raced again now as she lay flat out like a starfish on the bed.
âThis isnât just about sex for me, okay?â heâd said. âIâve told you Helen and I are pretty much living separate lives. Itâs been like this for months and months. Iâm there for Eddy. Nothing more. This⦠you⦠thatâs what keeps me going. I think I might beâ¦â
Her head going bananas, unable to handle what he had been about to say, sheâd jumped out of the car and ran inside.
Still now she hated herself for the tiniest of thrills sheâd felt when heâd said life with her was better.
She was only human, she thought. But she wasnât a home-wrecker. Was she?
The Next Dayâ¦
Frankie
âWhat you want to do, love, is to move on, thatâs what you want to do,â Phyllis said, patting her new hairdo.
Not that same piece of advice again, Frankie thought, as her client took off her pink gown, folded it just so and went to put the kettle on. Along with âitâll passâ and âdonât be so hard on yourselfâ, âmove onâ was as useful as cold straighteners.
And as much as she loved this gorgeous 77-year-old widow, what did she know about modern love?
If only Frankie could move on from Jason. Sheâd dreamed last night theyâd been on honeymoon in Greece and awoke crushed to find a stubbly kiss on her nose was in fact Leonardo the catâs rough tongue. Going downstairs this morning, sheâd seen the chip in the hall wall which Jason had bashed as heâd carried in his beloved new high-definition telly. Heâd refused to take it when he left because, heâd said, âyouâll miss your reality stuffâ. Making breakfast, sheâd found an old Cheerio, his favourite cereal, at the bottom of the cupboard. Traces of him were everywhere: heâd been living there seven years.
She had had to reset her brain to remind herself it was actually her house. It had been since she was twenty-one when Dad impressed upon her the need to buy young: prices in Cardiff were only going to rocket. Sheâd cried when she moved out of Dadâs terrace â after her good-for-nothing Mum had run off with a car salesman who