Get out of here!â My protests went ignored, as the phouka bounced gleefully on the mattress, shredding holes in the blankets with her sharp claws.
âMeghanâs in lo-ove,â sang the phouka, making my heart stop. âMeghanâs in lo-ove. Meghan and Ash, sitting in a treeââ
âTiaothin, shut up!â I slammed the door and stalked toward her, glaring. The phouka giggled and came to a bouncing stop on my bed, sitting cross-legged on the pillow. Her gold-green eyes gleamed with mischief.
âI am not in love with Ash,â I told her, crossing my arms over my chest. âDidnât you see the way he spoke to me, like I was dirt? Ash is a heartless, arrogant bastard. I hate him.â
âLiar,â the phouka retorted. âLiar liar, lying human. I saw the way you stared at him when he appeared. I know that look. Youâre smitten.â Tiaothin snickered, flicking an ear back and forth as I squirmed. She grinned, showing all her teeth. âNot your fault, really. Ash just does that to people. No silly mortal can look at him and not fall head over heels. How many hearts do you think heâs already broken?â
My spirits sank even lower. Iâd thought I was special. I thought Ash cared for me, if only a little. Now, I realized I was probably just another girl in a long line of humans whoâd been foolish enough to fall for him.
Tiaothin yawned, settling back against my pillows. âIâm telling you this so you wonât waste your time chasing after the impossible,â she purred, slitting her eyes at me. âBesides,â she continued, âAsh is already is love with someone else. Has been for a long, long time. Heâs never forgotten her.â
âAriella,â I whispered.
She looked surprised. âHe told you about her? Huh. Well then, you should already know Ash would never fall for a plain,half-human girl, not when Ariella was the most beautiful sidhe in the Winter Court. Heâd never betray her memory, even if the law wasnât an issue. You know about the law, donât you?â
I didnât know about any law, and I really didnât care. I got the feeling the phouka wanted me to ask about it, but I wasnât going to oblige. But Tiaothin seemed determined to tell me anyway, and went on with a sniff.
âYouâre Summer,â she said disdainfully. âWeâre Winter. Itâs against the law that the two should ever be involved. Not that we have many incidents, but occasionally some star-struck Summer fey will fall in love with a Winter, or vice versa. All sorts of problems thereâSummer and Winter are not meant to be together. If theyâre found out, the high lords will demand they renounce their love at once. If they refuse, theyâre banished to the human world forever, so they can continue their blasphemous relationship out of sight of the courtsâ¦if theyâre not executed right then.
âSo, you see,â she finished, fixing me with a piercing stare, âAsh would never betray his queen and court for a human. Itâs best to forget about him. Maybe find a silly human boy in the mortal world, if Mab ever lets you go.â
By now I was so miserable I couldnât open my mouth without screaming or crying. Bile burned my throat, and my eyes swelled up. I had to get out of here, away from Tiaothinâs brutal truths, before I fell to pieces.
Biting my lip to keep the tears at bay, I turned and fled into the halls of the Unseelie Court.
I nearly tripped over a goblin, who hissed and gnashed his teeth at me, jagged fangs gleaming in the darkness. Muttering an apology, I hurried away. A tall woman in a ghostly white dress floated down the corridor, eyes red and swollen, and I ducked down another hall to avoid her.
I needed to get out. Outside, into the clear, cold air, to be alone for just a few minutes, before I went crazy. The dark corridors and crowded halls were