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London and started work with Radley and a year later he had married Gerda, who was as unlike Veronica in every way as it was possible to be.
    The door opened and his secretary, Beryl Collier, came in.
    “You've still got Mrs. Forrester to see.”
    He said shortly, “I know.”
    “I thought you might have forgotten.”
    She crossed the room and went out at the farther door. Christow's eyes followed her calm withdrawal. A plain girl, Beryl, but damned efficient. He'd had her six years. She never made a mistake, she was never flurried or worried or hurried. She had black hair and a muddy complexion and a determined chin. Through strong glasses, her clear grey eyes surveyed him and the rest of the universe with the same dispassionate attention.
    He had wanted a plain secretary with no nonsense about her, and he had got a plain secretary with no nonsense about her, but sometimes, illogically, John Christow felt aggrieved! By all the rules of stage and fiction, Beryl should have been hopelessly devoted to her employer. But he had always known that he cut no ice with Beryl. There was no devotion, no self-abnegation - Beryl regarded him as a definitely fallible human being. She remained unimpressed by his personality, uninfluenced by his charm. He doubted sometimes whether she even liked him.
    He had heard her once speaking to a friend on the telephone,
    “No,” she had been saying, “I don't really think he is much more selfish than he was. Perhaps rather more thoughtless and inconsiderate.”
    He had known that she was speaking of him, and for quite twenty-four hours he had been annoyed about it!
    Although Gerda's indiscriminate enthusiasm irritated him, Beryl's cool appraisal irritated him too. In fact, he thought, nearly everything irritates me.
    Something wrong there. Overwork? Perhaps - No, that was the excuse. This growing impatience, this irritable tiredness, it had some deeper significance. He thought, This won't do. I can't go on this way. What's the matter with me? If I could get away...
    There it was again - the blind idea rushing up to meet the formulated idea of escape.
    I want to go home...
    Damn it all, 404 Harley Street was his home!
    And Mrs. Forrester was sitting in the waiting room. A tiresome woman, a woman with too much money and too much spare time to think about her ailments.
    Someone had once said to him: “You must get very tired of these rich patients always fancying themselves ill. It must be so satisfactory to get to the Poor who come only when there is something really the matter with them!” He had grinned! Funny the things people believed about the Poor with a capital P. They should have seen old Mrs. Pearstock, on five different clinics, up every week, taking away bottles of medicine, liniment for her back, linctus for her cough, aperients, digestive mixtures! “Fourteen years I've 'ad the brown medicine, doctor, and it's the only thing does me any good. That young doctor last week writes me down a white medicine. No good at all! It stands to reason, doesn't it, doctor? I mean, I've 'ad me brown medicine for fourteen years and if I don't 'ave me liquid paraffin and them brown pills...”
    He could hear the whining voice now - excellent physique, sound as a bell - even all the physic she took couldn't really do her any harm!
    They were the same, sisters under the skin, Mrs. Pearstock from Tottenham and Mrs. Forrester of Park Lane Court. You listened and you wrote scratches with your pen on a piece of stiff expensive notepaper, or on a hospital card as the case might be...
    God, he was tired of the whole business...
    Blue sea, the faint, sweet smell of mimosa, hot dust...
    Fifteen years ago. All that was over and done with - yes, done with, thank Heaven! He'd had the courage to break off the whole business -
    “Courage?” said a little imp somewhere. “Is that what you call it?”
    Well, he'd done the sensible thing, hadn't he? It had been a wrench. Damn it all, it had hurt like hell! But