commander of the military, such as
it was. And, so Kurt remembered, the twins had always
been fat and old. The only change in them was their
common, increasing baldness.
Kurt hurriedly continued, "The best charts we have
were captured with the ship at Anambas, of Australian
and Indonesian waters. They're only forty years old. Yes,
we can go on. The Kattegat and Skagerrak are safe
enough, with care. Only the Channel should be dangerous.
But I couldn't guarantee there'll be no more accidents. . . ."
"Ranke," said Haber, shaking his head, "we all know the navigational situation is critical. You'll just have to make do till we join the Gathering. The High Command'11
take care of us from there."
Kurt forebore telling Haber what he thought of High
Command at that moment. The Beck look of icewater and
doom was standard, but the man had a knack for making
it seem personal.
The Captain shifted again, nodded to Haber, who said,
"All right, Ranke, that'll be all. You said about what we expected. Oh, don't bother the charts. We'll want them
later."
Kurt returned the portfolio to the table, looked at
Gregor. He took a keyring from his pocket. "Sir?"
"I'll take care of it."
Kurt dropped the keys on the portfolio, quickly left,
sighing once through the door.
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Hans was still standing outside. His presence surprised
Kurt. Also, his apparent friendliness as he asked, "What'd they decide?"
Kurt studied his face. Hans seemed frightened. "Noth-
ing yet. But I'll be surprised if we go home."
"Oh."
Kurt was two steps past the boatswain. The dull, flat,
disappointed reply so astonished him that he turned back.
"I thought you'd be happy, Hans."
"Kurt, there's gung-ho, and there's gung-ho," Hans muttered, staring at the deck. Shadows veiled his expression.
"There's the kind you put on in Kiel because your father's a Political Officer, and there's the kind you feel inside.
There's the kind that makes you march on Victory Day,
and the kind that makes you want to run for Telemark
... oh!"
Wiedermann apparently realized he was speaking dan-
gerously. His eyes widened slightly—hard to see them in
the dark—and he backed a step away. Then he whirled
and hurried forward, to the head of a ladder which led
down to his compartment. Kurt shrugged and started aft.
Though he had been given a powerful weapon, he soon
forgot. He was not one to carry damning tales.
"Go away, dammit!" Kurt growled. It seemed he had just gone to sleep, yet here was the messenger, telling him to relieve the watch. And he would not go away. "Dammit again!" Kurt sat up, bumping his head against the
rack above. Its occupant growled and rolled over. Kurt
dropped to the deck, grimacing as cold steel met his feet.
He yanked his work uniform off a hook nearby, donned it,
then went up a ladder to the head, to shave. Minutes later
he passed through red battle-light-interrupted darkness, to the mess decks for a quick cup of ersatz coffee before
going to the bridge.
Jager was underway, moving slowly, as he had known
since awakening. She was rolling heavily, steaming parallel to the swells. What direction was she running? North, into
the Skagerrak? Or south, toward Kiel? For one unpatriot-
ic moment, he hoped they were sailing home—but, when
he looked over the helmsman's shoulder, that hope died.
Course, 000°. He fought disappointment as he relieved his
predecessor, Paul Milch.
Hans arrived, relieved the boatswain of the watch. He
too glanced at the steering compass and frowned. Curious,
Kurt watched others of the oncoming watch. Otto showed
the same momentary unhappiness, though Gregor, when
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he arrived to assume his duties as Officer of the Deck,
merely shrugged. Of course, he had known already.
Man after man, each reacted the same, with disappoint-
ment quickly hidden. It made Kurt wonder. Just one day
earlier many of these men had been eager to sail. Now
they wanted to go home. The adventure was no