English and all those other college-level classes.â She threw aside the lock of hair sheâd been picking at. âHow do you know heâs with her?â
Kelly shrugged and then rubbed her stomach as if she felt sick. Probably she ate too much ice cream. âHeâs going out with her on Valentineâs Day.â
Sydney wiped at her face again, the tears slowing now. âAre you serious?â
Alexia wanted to feel for Kelly, too, but her sort-of-boyfriend was worthless. They all thought so, but the only one honest enough to speak her mind was Sydney, which lessened the overall effect.
âWillââSydney always said his name like it was a piece of spinach stuck between her teethââis a total jerk. Not to mention heâs a sucky class president.â
That had nothing to do with the breakup, but Sydney hated that Will was technically in charge of the student council because he was the senior class president. She always used that against him as if it was a bad character trait.
Kelly curled into a ball on the other couch. Her usually clear, peachy-toned skin looked splotchy.
Maybe it was time for Alexia to back Sydney up. She ran through Willâs imperfections. âNow you donât have to put up with his whining. âI ordered this with ketchup. Not mayonnaise. What, do you want to give me a heart attack?ââ
This made them all laugh, even Kelly, who usually defended Will against everything.
âI wish I were you right now,â Kelly said, giving Alexia a serious stare.
âWhy?â
âBecause youâre happy and not nursing a broken heart.â
âSecond that,â Sydney said. âYou have no idea how lucky you are.â
âLucky? To never have had a boyfriend?â Alexia raised her eyebrows in question. âI think Iâd rather be heartbroken and know what love felt like rather than always wondering.â
Raven dug in her bag and pulled out her iPod. âIâm not even sure I loved Calebâand Iâm still heartbroken. A boyfriend is no guarantee.â
Sydney shrugged. âLove is great. But heartbreak sucks.â She slouched farther into the couch.
âYou guys!â Alexia said. âHave you forgotten that women cannot be defined by their men? Youâre letting your state of mind suffer because of something a guy did to you. You need to stop.â
âIt isnâtâ¦thatâ¦easy,â Kelly said, sniffing.
âNo. It isnât,â Sydney agreed. âAnd I need a coping mechanism.â
Alexiaâs parents were both psychologists, so she knew that term well. When she was seven and her tabby cat, Gypsy, ran away, her parents told her to make a coping list. When she got sad about Gypsy being gone, instead of dwelling on it, she played with the dog. Instead of laying her head in Gypsyâs old cat bed and crying, she donated the bed to a pet charity. And when she saw a cat, she stayed away for a while, until she got over Gypsy, because playing with another cat would just make her miss her cat even more.
Thinking of the coping list gave her an idea.
âWait here a sec,â she said and got up. She went into the den and rummaged through a few desk drawers searching for the candles her mother always stored. She wanted to help her best friends with their heartbreak. Itâd been so long since they were all together like this.
Their boyfriends took up all of their free time. In the last six months, Alexia had felt like they were all drifting apart. Maybe the breakups were a good thing. She wouldnât tell them that, but as she went back into the living room, she grew excited that maybe, just maybe, three breakups would create a whole new bond of friendship.
A rekindling of best friends.
Alexia lit the four candles sheâd found and, within a few seconds, the melting wax threw a vanilla scent around the four girls. With the TV and ceiling light off, the living room