step closer to reach out for his hand. âNo matter what happens, if you say yes, you will always be a special friend, Jon.â His long fingers laced through hers, still feeling foreign, though warm, regardless of how many times sheâd clutched his hand lately.
âNo one can know a thing,â he cautioned. âIf it comes out, Iâll leave the clinic.â
The importance of anonymity worried her. As with any risk, there was a cost. Was she willing to accept the guilt of changing Jonâs future if someone found out? Was she willing to let him pay the price? Confidence leaked out of her pores, leaving her insecure and wobbly. Maybe plan A was the only way to go, but Jon gently stroked her thumb with his, and a silent soothing message transmitted between them.
âI promise,â she whispered. A sharp pang in her gut, over the thought of ruining whatever relationship they had, forced her to face the gravity of their possible pact. This was it. Right here, right now. Her dream, their deal, was about to become a reality. The air grew cool and seemed to rush over the surface of her skin, setting off goose bumps.
His molasses-brown gaze swept over her face, as if searching for honesty. Could he look deep enough to see the longings of her heart? Sheâd meant what sheâd said with all of her being.
âAfter youâre pregnant, I want superfriend status.â Atiny tug at one corner of his mouth almost turned into a smile.
âYouâll do it?â She grabbed his other hand and squeezed both, reeling with hope. The surge pushed her up onto her toes, ready to jump up and down, or kiss his cheek, based on his final decision.
âYes,â he said. âIâll do it.â
At the beautiful sound of his reply, she did both.
CHAPTER THREE
T HE reward for getting the exquisitely lovely René Munroe to smile was one large dimple and a satisfying hint of an overbite. Jon had once read a study on facial esthetics and found that, in general, men preferred a slight overbite. Come to think of it, seeing her grin like that, he did, too. Sheâd squealed, jumped up and kissed his cheek when heâd agreed to go through with her plan. Sheâd kissed him so hard he felt the imprint of her lips half the afternoon. Heâd never seen her so animated, and it surprised him, made him wonder how much more there was to know about her.
Since his divorce, after work, he liked his alone time. Preferred it. Heâd already done his run for the day and wasnât sure how else to work off this new itchy feeling. And oddly enough, the last thing he felt like being right this minute was alone. Sure he had a day filled with patients ahead of him, but what about after that? He wouldnât get his girls until the weekend.
âYou want to go for a coffee after work?â he blurted. The thought of going home to his âman caveââas his daughters facetiously referred to itâafter such a momentous agreement, had little appeal. âWe should probably get to know each other a little more.â
âThat sounds perfect,â she said.
Perfect. She used the word frequently, and when it came to describing her it suitedâ¦wellâ¦it suited her perfectly.
âIâll see you later, then,â he said, heading for the door with a new spring in his jogging shoes.
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At the end of the workday, they locked the clinic and hiked the two blocks over to State Street, and caught the electric trolley heading north to an alfresco coffeehouse. Theyâd committed to coffee, not dinner. It was a start. Even though it was late January, the temperature was sixty-five degrees, and the outdoor restaurants all had outdoor heating lamps for their patronsâ comfort. If he inhaled deep enough, he could smell the crisp, tangy sea.
âDo you ever get tired of delivering babies?â he asked, as they rode.
âNo. Itâs wonderful, isnât it?â
Jon