guess they werenât. But Robertson talked like family was all that had ever really mattered to him.
âMaybe not, but Danielâs suicide would have opened up a lot of old wounds.â
âI get that,â she said. She moved to a chair, sat down. âThe coppers just ignored it?â
âIt was a suicide,â I said. âNothing suspicious. Just the question of why. Not something they seem too interested in answering.â
âJust another body.â
I hadnât seen the pictures, but in my mind I could see Daniel Robertson with his eyes wide, his mouth open as though he were screaming.
âItâs the way they have to look at it,â I said.
âFunny thing,â she said. âI met you on the street, Iâd take you for a copper.â
âI used to be one.â
âOh?â
âI walked out.â
âYou walked or they pushed you?â
I didnât answer.
âIf you just walked, then youâre a fuckinâ wimp.â She smiled, then, and said, âThat was rude, Mr McNee. Iâm sorry. Itâs justâ¦â
âI understand.â But I wanted to tell her I had my reasons.
âYou said his brother was the one what found him? You think maybe I could talk to him?â
âIf you give me a contact number Iâll have him call you.â
âLeave it to his discretion?â
âSomething like that.â
I passed her a pen and a piece of paper. She wrotedown a mobile number. Her script was deliberate, the numbers large and bold. âIâll be in town a little while. I guess I need to do my grieving is all.â
âIf you need anythingâ¦â
She pulled a hankie from her handbag and dabbed delicately at her eyes. The white tissue came away smudged with the black of her mascara.
Chapter 5
âShe knew my brother?â
âAye.â I was walking west along Ward Road. Holding the phone tight against my ear as I strained to hear Robertsonâs voice. âSays she did, anyway.â
âChrist,â he said. âA wife?â
âGirlfriend,â I said. Except she wasnât much of a girl any more. Fake fur and thick makeup hiding the mature woman underneath. It should have been repulsive. Instead, I felt sorry for her.
âHow longâ¦?â
âShe didnât tell me much. Insisted sheâd only speak to you. I told her I couldnât make that decision on your behalf.â
Silence on the other end of the line, except for the sound of his breathing.
âIf you want my opinion,â I said, âI donât think itâs a good idea. Give me some time to feel around. I can find out if sheâs genuine.â
âWhy would she lie about knowing Daniel?â
âI donât know.â A half truth, but I didnât want toburden him with details of his brotherâs life over a phone line. A cold way to conduct such personal business.
âHas she given you any reason not to trust her?â
âShe hasnât given me a reason to trust her.â
âGive me the number.â
I stressed again that I didnât think this was a good idea. âMr Robertson, the facts of your brotherâs life are⦠unpleasant.â
âUnpleasant?â I could picture his already red face turning a deeper shade of scarlet, the fat of his forehead crinkling around his little eyes.
âI hoped we might discuss this in person.â
âThis woman â his girlfriend, bidey-in or whatever she is â sheâs the last link to my brother. If anyone can tell me who he was, then itâs her.â
He was right. She was tangible. Our last link to Daniel Robertson.
âAt least let me have another talk with her⦠I canââ
âNo,â he said.
âThen I should be present, at leastââ
âI donât think so. This is something I have to do for myself.â
There was no talking him out of it.
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