Strigoi whoâd wanted to drink my blood too. She hadnât been able to do it, allegedly because I âtasted bad.â The reason for that was still kind of a mystery, one the Alchemists and Moroi had let fade away when other pressing matters came up. But it hadnât faded for me. It was something that constantly nagged at the back of my mind, the never-ending question of what it was about me that had repelled her.
Ms. Terwilliger, accustomed to my expressions, studied me and guessed some of what I was thinking. âIf youâd like to talk to her, I could arrange for you to meet her.â Her lips quirked into a smile. âAlthough, I canât guarantee youâll get anything useful out of her. Sheâs very . . . particular about what she reveals.â
Maude scoffed. âThatâs not the word Iâm thinking of, but yours is more polite.â She glanced at an ornate grandfather clock and set down her cup. âWell, then. Shall we get started?â
I forgot about Inez and even Adrian as fear settled over me. In less than a year, Iâd traveled leagues away from the Alchemist doctrine that had governed my life. I didnât give being close to vampires a second thought anymore, but every once in a while, warnings of the arcane would flit back to me. I had to steel myself and remember that magic was a path Iâd firmly committed myself to and that it was only evil if you used it for evil. Members of the Stelle, as this group called itself, were sworn to do no harm with their powersâunless it was in defense of themselves or others.
We held the ritual in Maudeâs backyard, a sprawling piece of property filled with palm trees and winter flowers. It was about fifty degrees out, balmy compared with late January in other parts of the country, but jacket weather in Palm Springsâor, rather, cloak weather. Ms. Terwilliger had told me it didnât matter what I wore tonight, that Iâd be supplied with what I needed. And what I needed turned out to be a cloak composed of six pieces of velvet in different colors. I felt like a peddler in a fairy tale as I flung it over my shoulders.
âThis is our gift to you,â Ms. Terwilliger explained. âEach of us has sewn and contributed a piece. Youâll wear it whenever we have a formal ceremony.â The others donned similar cloaks composed of varying numbers of patches, depending on whatever the covenâs number had been during their respective initiations.
The sky was stark and clear with stars, the full moon shining like a brilliant pearl against the blackness. It was the best time to work good magic.
I noticed then that the trees in the yard were oriented in a circle. The witches formed another ring within it, in front of a stone altar bedecked with incense and candles. Maude took up a position by the altar and indicated that I should kneel in the center, in front of her. A breeze stirred around us, and although I tended to think of overgrown, misty, deciduous forests when it came to arcane rituals, something felt right about the towering palms and crisp air.
It had taken me a while to come around to joining, and Ms. Terwilliger had had to assure me a hundred times that I wouldnât be swearing allegiance to some primeval god. âYouâre swearing yourself to the magic,â she had explained. âTo the pursuit of its knowledge and using it for good in the world. Itâs a scholarâs vow, really. Seems like something you should be on board with.â
It was. And so, I knelt before Maude as she conducted the ritual. She consecrated me to the elements, first walking around me with a candle for fire. Then she sprinkled water on my forehead. Crumbled violet petals spoke for the earth, and a wreath of incense smoke summoned the air. Some traditions used a blade for that element, and I was kind of glad theirs didnât.
The elements were the heart of human magic, just as they