prayed, blew out the lantern and laid upon
his bed for rest that did not easily come.
Deep into the night, the wench woke him three
times with her fever, with whimpers, nightmares -
terror in her cries. Yet and stil , al while she
struggled, her voice weak, she came to enough to
plead, "I be betta' masta, I be betta' - don't - give me
up - I be betta'."
Bathing her brow, forcing her to drink more of
the special tea he'd made from herbs he had
col ected while in the Orient, his murmur to her was
gentle, "Sleep, don't be sil y - you are a gift - one - it
is best - that I keep... sleep." There, he said it; he
knew that it was true, that he would, keep her. He
wondered if he'd known al along, that he would keep
this gift, and make the best of it – her? At one
moment in the night, her feverish eyes stared into
his; he smiled for her, to reassure her and suddenly
realized he didn't know her name.
"Tel me - if you can - what name your mother
announced upon your birth?"
Licking her chapped, cracked lips to moisten
them before she spoke, "Suga ... my name - Suga."
Once more, taking himself by surprise, Quinton
chuckled out loud; he shook his head in wonder.
Her eyes drifted closed, and again she slept; it
was her final interruption of rest. Al was quiet once
more, he returned to his place beside her, closing
his eyes, before drifting off to sleep, a smile spread
across his face, for in his mind, her name repeated
itself, over and over until the final mention and
version of it, brought his smile, 'Suga Caine.' Life
was not so terrible after al . Quinton had a feeling the
Lord was saying to him, “Life – is not so bad. There
– your day has ended - better? Quinton?” For him to
answer the Lord,“Yes Lord, yes - better.”
Chapter III
For their own reasons, both were at the height
of being ful y drained. They slept late into the next
day and through it, only rising for a bit of privacy to
relieve themselves via the chamber pot, Quinton
leaving her to take care of it, returning to dump it
despite the distress it caused her at having him do it.
He smiled and proclaimed, “You are a sil y little rat-
slayer, back in bed, I am not above this. Do as I say,
grumble no more.” Upon his return, again he found
her fast asleep, despite her fight to try and do what
she felt her chore, she was exhausted – drained.
Aware of that, Quinton returned to bed and together,
they slept. Even in her condition, she made every
effort to keep her distance from him while lying within
reach – this Quinton noticed as he would wake,
check on her, giving her soup, water, cheese, tea
and a bit of bread.
No matter how tired himself, needing to recover
from days of being in attendance to sick ones, he
didn’t shirk his responsibility to see to her, he rose
with scratchy, bleary eyes, making more sustenance
for her, for himself where in silence they ate and
drank – the entire time her eyes were cast
downward, as if ashamed of herself for al owing this,
as if it were an unspoken rule that she not look him in
the eyes.
Quinton sighed, he would address her fears
later, but for now, they both needed more rest, thus
he continued to check on her every time he stirred
and immediately upon finding her okay he went back
to sleep.
Side by side they remained; becoming more
familiar with one another – in that time of rest and
healing; Suga learned al she needed to know about
the man she considered, her new master, she lay in
his bed and not even one night, had he made an
attempt to take her against her wil . It was early upon
the third morning when their rest and peace was
interrupted with a banging at his door. Startled
awake, Quinton blinked, trying to adjust his eyes to
opening and staying that way; stumbling from the
bed, he yawned going to his window, his bedroom
was right above the front door; opening the window
he looked out, yel ing, "Calm down, enough of that
banging - look up