The Fall of Sky: Part Four (The Fall of Sky #4) Read Online Free PDF

vast, majestic, and thrummed with so much activity, I doubted the concrete beneath my feet ever got any rest. We were going to be spending a lot of time here, which was a certainty, so why not enjoy it while it lasted?
    Saul let me slip my hand into the hook of his arm, and we strolled along the city. It was barely afternoon, and we were done for the day. I was feeling amazing for the first time in months. I let the energy of the crowd fill up my soul, like it’d been empty and I’d let it pass my notice. Nothing was quite like this place, and the sweet smell of the end of winter made my soul feel relaxed more than anything else had in a long time.
    “We did it, Audrey.”
    I faced Saul as we paused in Central Park. The snow had melted away, and though the ground was muddy where puddles remained and leaves mucked up the ground, I didn’t care. It was still a joy to stroll outside, even in the cool early spring air.
    “What do you mean?” I grinned sheepishly up to him, letting his delicious arms wrap around me.
    “We escaped Jonas’ grip. He did it for us, without knowing it was all we wanted.”
    “Liz is with him right now. What if he still wants a hold over her?”
    Saul breathed out slowly, thinking on my words. “I don’t know, but I have a feeling he’s ready to move on.”
    I pressed my face against his chest, letting his heat warm my cold cheek.
    “And if Liz doesn’t want to let go? What then? And Emilio?”
    “She’ll figure it out.”
    I closed my eyes. “I hope so. It seems too easy to me. Too simple. Things are never that simple with us, Saul. Something bad always happens.”
    He tightened his embrace and stroked my hair. “Don’t think that way. You have to think more positively.”
    I pulled away and stared into his gleaming blue eyes. “I know. But things were always hard for us, always, no matter how hard we tried. Things go wrong. I get it. We’re used to it. I just hope things won’t go the same way this time.”
    I leaned against him, the emotions fighting to spill over. Things had already gone wrong. My miscarriage had gnawed on me even longer than the last time. It still hurt with a vengeance when I thought of it. All I kept hearing were the words from my doctor’s mouth...that I’d never be able to have a baby, not without expensive interventions I wasn’t sure I wanted to go through. Maybe we could adopt. It would be better to help a child than spend endless droves of money on a dream that might never come true.
    I still hadn’t told Saul about what had happened. What if he didn’t want that kind of life for us? What if he really wanted his own child? What then? And worse…what if he knew about my indiscretion with Random?
    I shook the thoughts out of my head. Already they were turning rancid as they sat heavily in my mind. I was going to go mad if I didn’t tell Saul soon.
    “Saul?”
    “Yes?” His scent filled my nostrils, and I let it calm me as best it could. He felt so good to hold, to kiss and taste. He smelled amazing. It was easy to lose myself in him, and I’d get lost with him anytime if he’d let me.
    “Can I tell you something?”
    “You can tell me anything. You know that.”
    I nodded, feeling my tears sting behind my eyes. Damn. I wished I wasn’t such an emotional wreck lately. Anything made me cry. When had I turned into such a lightweight?
    “I wanted to tell you this a while ago, but never knew how to.”
    “What is it, Audrey?” I peered up to find Saul’s face filled with concern. I knew then that it would never matter what I told him; he would love me back, always. How did I get so lucky? I didn’t deserve him one bit. Maybe we could get past this…just maybe.
    “I was pregnant few months ago. Actually, I’ve been pregnant twice since we’ve been together.”
    “Okay, go on.” He waited patiently, listening hard for any further explanation.
    “I lost both the babies, miscarried both. When I went to see the doctors, it was because of