because of it, that first phrase stuck in my mindâ It was a rower who found her. I closed my eyes and instead of Piazza Santo Spirito, where we were sitting, I saw the muddy green band of the Arno. And the boat. The oars rose and dipped and rose again, as the scull flew across the water, fast and smooth as a skate on ice.
Sometimes, just after dawn, I go down to the bridges, so in all likelihood Iâve seen him, the man who found this girl. Heâll be thin and agile, a water-borne greyhound, and I imagine him, just as the sun is rising, glancing backwards, throwing a look over his shoulder and not realizing what she was at first, because by then she probably didnât look much like a person any more. I imagine her putty white, mottled blue, her limbs heavy with death, already something less than human. Maybe he thought she was nothing but driftwood. Garbage that had been abandoned and left to rot in the neon green of the reed grass that grows below the ramparts of Ponte alle Grazie.
And it must have been a shock, spotting her like that. Hardly what youâd expect on an early spring morning. So I think the rower should be forgiven if the first thing he wanted to tell himself was that she was just a drunk, passed out. Thatâs the natural reaction, to feel not fear, or even pity, but the pang of revulsion that sets the dead apart. I canât blame him if the first thing he did when he saw her was reach for the belief that the girl lying there in the grass could not be in any way like him. That she could never be his daughter, or his wife or sister, but must instead be a vagrant. A junky. One of the lost. Nothing but a broken rider of dreams whoâd crashed to earth in Florence.
âCan I see?â I asked.
Kirk shrugged and handed me the paper. The picture of the girl was small and grainy and stared up at me as he reached for his wine glass.
âHow much do you want to bet,â Kirk said, âthat somebodyâs picking them off? That itâs the population protecting itself, fighting back against the Scourge of Art Students.â
âDoes it say she was an art student?â asked Henry. Henry is a big bear-like creature of a man who refers to himself as âA-psychologist-from-Baltimore-whoâs-on-sabbatical-maybe-permanentlyâ. He has a beard and wears glasses and strange baggy trousers with oddly placed loops and pockets. It is not hard to imagine Henry as Baloo, the bear in The Jungle Book . Once, not long after we arrived, he entertained us all by drinking too much wine and singing, âGet Happy.â Billy took a picture with one of the disposable cameras she loves and now itâs taped to the door of our tiny refrigerator.
âNope,â I replied. The paper didnât say anything about who she was. It didnât even give her a name, or age. The picture suggested âyoungâ, and I held it up so the others could see. Henry grimaced, but Kirk ignored it.
Like Billy and I, they share an apartment, and Kirk is Bagheera to Henryâs Baloo. The only thing that isnât pantherish about him is his red hair. Itâs long, and when he tucks it behind his ears, as he does frequently, he reminds me powerfully of my Second Grade teacher, Mrs Cartwright, who was memorable mainly for her carroty hair, and for the fact that she once fainted in assembly. Kirk, however, is not a Second Grade teacher. According to his âget to know youâ note on the signoraâs website, heâs a lawyer from Manhattan, but from the way he works a crowd, even one as small as the three of us, youâd be forgiven for thinking heâs a stand-up comic. A sly smile snuck across his face.
âYou know,â he said, âthe art students here. Itâs probably like the body fighting viruses. Or trees developing resistance to Dutch elm disease. Or maybe itâs natural selection, the death of the weakest. The last into the Uffizi shall die.â
Kirk