started. We found seats near the front. I always like to sit as close as possible. I donât like people in front of me. I like to lose myself in the screen.
Aaron sat between me and Justine with the bucket of popcorn on his lap. Justine and I helped ourselves.
A couple of times I saw Justineâs hand brush against Aaronâs. I wondered if it was deliberate.
Each time she touched him, I felt a cold chill.
My phone rang a little after midnight. Startled, I grabbed up the receiver before the end of the first ring. âHello?â
âHi, itâs me.â
âJustine?â I couldnât hide my surprise. Aaron and I had just dropped her home half an hour earlier. âAre you okay?â
âYeah. Fine. I ⦠just wanted to talk.â
I yawned and glanced at the clock. What is Justineâs problem? I asked myself. I spent the whole night with her.
âWe didnât really get a chance to talk,â she explained. âPretty dumb movie, huh?â
I carried the phone across the room and dropped down onto the edge of my bed. âJim Carrey was funny,â I replied. âHeâs so gross. He always makes me laugh.â
âAaron laughed so hard, I thought he was going to choke!â Justine exclaimed.
âYou know Aaron,â I said, straightening the sleeve of the long T-shirt I usually sleep in.
And then I thought:
How well do you know Aaron, Justine?
âHeâs usually the only one laughing at these movies,â I continued, shaking my bitter thought from my mind. âAaron laughs at anything. Especially if itâs gross.â
There was a long silence at Justineâs end. Then she blurted out, âIâm really so jealous of you.â
âExcuse me?â
My cat, Rooney, jumped up beside me on the bed. I gently pushed her back to the floor. She leaves white fur over everything.
âYou heard me,â Justine said sharply. âI said Iâm jealous. Aaron is such a great guy.â
âYeah. He is,â I replied. Pretty lame. I admit it. But I didnât know what else to say.
I mean, what could I say to Justine?
âIs that why youâre coming on to him all the time?â
I could never say that. Sheâs my friend.
And tonight she sounded kind of troubled.
âAre you okay?â I asked.
Another silence. I could hear her pacing back and forth in her room. I pictured her in pajamas, her red hair loose over her shoulders.
âGuess Iâm a little down,â she admitted, speaking softly.
âWhatâs wrong?â I demanded, pushing Rooney off the bed again. I leaned down to pet the cat, but she scurried out of my room.
âNothing really. Everything. Nothing. Everything,â Justine replied. She loved talking in puzzles.
I waited for her to explain.
âI just started thinking about things tonight. Before the movie,â she continued. âYou know. Different things. I had this long talk with my parents.â
Uh-oh, I thought. Justineâs parents were the gloomiest, most depressing people in the world.
âYou know I canât go to college next fall.â Justine sighed, âThereâs just no money. And my grades arenât good enough for a scholarship.â
She let out a bitter laugh. âI couldnât get a scholarship to Waynesbridge Junior College!â
The junior college is kind of a joke with Shadyside kids. We all call it High School II!
âSo I have to stay home and work for a couple of years,â Justine continued. âYou know. Save my money.â She sighed again.
âItâs a bad break,â I agreed. âBut it isnât the end of the world, Justine. I meanââ
âYouâre lucky, Martha,â she interrupted. âYou have nice parents. And they have enough money. You have Aaron. Youâve got really good grades. Youâre a talented artistââ
âJustineâstop!â I cried, jumping to my feet.