this rumor, this cautionary tale. It was kind of like seeing the Aurora Borealis. You couldnât stop staring, even if you wanted to. Which I didnât. Because one of the things never mentioned in the wealth of information and rumors and stories that had circulated for years was that this girl was beautiful.
She was one of those girls you couldnât look directly at for fear of burning your retinas. You needed one of those cards used to view a solar eclipse with a hole poked through it.
Pettyâs neck was long and slender, and her caramel-Âcolored hair hung carelessly to her shoulders. Her eyes were large and round and sparkling hazel, surrounded by more eyelashes than I had ever seen on a person, and I briefly wondered if she was wearing false eyelashes, then realized how ridiculous that was. When she licked her full lips, I saw a hint of dimples, which would deepen if she ever smiled.
I stared so long her head rotated toward me, shriveling my guts. I gulped.
âFive dollars,â she said, looking just to the right of my face.
âHi,â I said, my mouth suddenly dry. âYouâre Petty Moshen, right?â
âOf course she is,â said Oma, annoyed. She leaned forward and talked around me. âIâm Lena Sachs, and this hereâs my college-Âdropout grandson Dekker.â
I turned to glare at her.
âOh,â Petty said. âThatâll be five dollars.â
âHon,â Oma said, âwe were so sorry to hear about your daddy.â
âOkay,â Petty said, deadpan.
Okay? The correct response to this platitude was of course âThanks,â but clearly Petty hadnât been schooled in the small-Âtown small talk like the rest of us. Which I found both exotic and slightly titillating.
Oma chattered on at my side. âWe brought you a casserole and some Jell-ÂO. Normally Iâd bring it to your house, but I wasnât sure . . . what I mean is . . . I didnât know if . . .â She trailed off, waiting for this backward girl to finish a sentence sheâd have no idea how to finish.
â . . . I like casseroles?â Petty said.
I couldnât help laughing.
âI never knew you were funny, hon,â Oma said.
I now felt Oma and me were the inappropriate ones. This girlâs dad died less than twenty-Âfour hours ago, and here we were giggling at her social awkwardness, or so it seemed to me. I cleared my throat.
âSorry for your loss,â I said to her.
Oma nudged me. I turned as she handed me the grocery bag with the food. I passed it through the window to Petty.
âHeat that casserole on three fifty for thirty minutes or so,â Oma said. âAnd put the Jell-ÂO in the fridge soonâs you get home, all right?â
Petty took the bag and disappeared as she set it on the floor, reminding me of the tollbooth scene in The Godfather where Sonny gets machine-Âgunned in spectacular fashion. But unlike the movie tollbooth attendant, Petty reappeared and no gunfire erupted.
A moment went by where the only sound was the idling of the old pickupâs engine.
âYou gonna dump that washing machine,â Petty said, âI need five dollars.â
I had momentarily forgotten why weâd come.
âRight,â I said. I stretched out my legs and dug in my pants pocket, pulled out a folded bill and handed it to Petty. âThere you go.â
âJust pull on through.â
âThank you,â I said.
Oma leaned forward again and said, âYou let us know if we can do anything, Petty.â
Her eyebrows came together. âAnything?â
âRight?â I blurted. âEverybody says that when someone passes away. âLet me know if I can do anything.â Sure.â
Pettyâs direct, demanding gaze and no-Ânonsense responses threw me into a mini-Âpanic, and I couldnât seem to stop talking.
âBecause the only thing you
Elizabeth Goddard and Lynette Sowell