dinner time. I shouldnt wonder if she gives this man a devil of a time probably without meaning it, thats the rub. Lathom, who is at the chivalrous age, was all for youth and beauty, of course, and wanted to hop out and sling the old boy into his own umbrella stand, but I told him not to be an infernal ass. Why shouldnt the woman come home in time for meals? Its not much to do, and I dont believe she has any other job in life except to sit reading novels in the front window all day. I know, Ive seen her at it. All the same, I do wish we had a separate staircase. Its a bore to have people fighting out their matrimonial quarrels on ones front doorstep. Im a man of peace, I am.
I heard afterwards (per Lathom, via Miss Milsom) that the mysterious parcel was a present for Harrison, the next day being their wedding-anniversary. The row in the hall rather spoilt the sentiment of the occasion, I gather. Lathom says the man is a brute. But I dont altogether see that. He couldnt be supposed to know, and anyhow, what is the good of giving a person a lavish display of affection with one hand and rubbing pepper into his eyes with the other?
Oh, Bungie, its the silly little things of life that Im afraid of. Dont they frighten you, too, competent as you are?Yours always, Jack
The Same to the Same
15a, Whittington Terrace, Bayswater 12th October, 1928
Dearest Bungie,
Things are looking up. This Life will be finished by Christmas, I hope. I am rather stuck at present over the chapter on Religious Convictions. It is difficult to bring ones mind into sympathy with that curious Victorian blend of materialism and trust in a personally interfering Providence. Its odd how they seem to have blinded themselves to the hopeless contradiction between their science and their conventional ethics. On the one hand, an acceptance of the Darwinian survival of the fittest, which ought to have made them completely ruthless in theory and practice; on the other, a sort of sentimental humanitarianism, which directly led to our own special problem of the multitudinous survival of the unfittest. They seem to have had a pathetic belief that it could all be set right by machinery. I dont know, come to think of it, that we are in a much better position today, except that we have lost the saving belief in machinery. Which doesnt stop our becoming more and more mechanical, any more than their having lost their belief in anthropomorphism stopped them from becoming more and more humanitarian. Compromise blessed word! Chesterton speaks somewhere of the great Victorian compromise but why Victorian, more than anything else? At any rate, they had the consolation of feeling that this earth and its affairs were extremely large and important though why they should have thought so, when they were convinced they were only the mechanical outcome of a cast-iron law of evolution on a very three-by-four planet, whirling round a fifth-rate star in illimitable space, passes human comprehension. It would be more reasonable to think so today, if Eddington and those people are right in supposing that we are rather a freak sort of planet, with quite unusual facilities for being inhabited, and that space is a sort of cosy little thing which God could fold up and put in his pocket without our ever noticing the difference. Anyhow, if time and space and straightness and curliness and bigness and smallness are all relative, then we may just as well think ourselves important as not. Important, unimportant unimportant, important, as the King of Hearts said, trying to see which sounded best. So, like the Victorians, we shall no doubt compromise say it is important when we have a magnum opus to present to an admiring creation, and unimportant when it suits our convenience to have our peccadilloes passed over.
Forgive me wandering away like this. Its just a sort of talking the thing out with you before I talk it out in the book.