hinted at some connection between the heroine and Lily.
INTERVIEWER: Miss Greene, is it true that you know perhaps, a little, about the life of a shopgirl? That your part is not
all
actingâ
ME
(coldly):
I have never served in a flower shop if that is your suggestion âmy father owns a chainâ¦. His daughter would hardly expect to stand behind the counterâ¦.
INTERVIEWER
(hastily collecting notes together):
There is, has been, a break with your familyânow happily mended, I understand. Perhaps you could tell our readers a little about your early life? You ran away to go on the stageâ
ME: Yes. My father forbade ⦠Since I have done well, he is quite proud â¦
INTERVIEWER: Your family? You said a brother, two sisters?
ME: Yes, one sister lives at home. She is unmarried. My brother works for my father.
INTERVIEWER: And the other sister?
ME: Married. With children â¦
And I hastily changed the subject. I had expected the cock to crow, that day. It was as if I had denied Daisy and Joszef. Even Harry a little.
There was a photograph of Daisy on the table in her theater dressing room. Daisy from the Wycliffe Avenue days. She would have been ashamed to have displayed the present-day Daisy. (Yes, I send her what money I can, and whatever I send, feel always that I should send more.) She did not like to admit that she was embarrassed by her sister. Moving upward, how could she not be dragged down by the truth about Daisy? (For that, she thought,
I hate myself.)
Yet she continued to keep on her table the photograph which told so little. Only that Daisy had once been far prettier than sheâ¦.
What she wanted was to send Daisyâs whole family to America. With enough to set themselves up. (I have heard too many tales of immigrantsâ early daysâtheir second state worse than their first.) If, when, Edmund and she were married, it would be easyâI shall have only to ask. He will help. For he has a kind heartâ¦. But first, she thought, I have to tell him. And that I do not look forward to. ⦠I have become a snob.
The truth was that Daisy had absolutely, but absolutely, lost her looks. Her figure, with its dragged-down look, her colorless, drawn skinâonce pink and white. And Joszef, the last time seen: receding hairline, dark velvety eyes bloodshot and anxious. She could not have believed ten years could so alter two people.
Yet in everything that really mattered, their concern was always for each otherâand of course the children. Two sons, two daughters, born in less thansix years, brought up in simple surroundings with no help. Poor Daisy, disapproved of from both sides (for Joszefâs family had still not come around, though she had adopted their religion).
The eldest was little Joe, then Anna, Sara, Ruth. Any money Lily gave went straight into their mouths and onto their backs. Or into the small money box that each child had. Harry told her:
âDaisy says that
their
time, itâs overâ¦. But the little ones are to have, one day, the bestâ¦. And Lily, as soon as Iâm richâthey
shallââ
Dear Harry. So carefully dressed when he came to applaud me and, with money given by Dad, to take me out to Simpsonâs. Already becoming, just a little, the person Dad wanted him to be.
All those years ago, Harry had suffered on her account. She only learned the details now:
â⦠I didnât know a lad could be so black and blue. ⦠He hadnât the truth out of me for going on three days. Til have it, I
will
ââ he kept saying. ⦠He was that certain I knew somethingâ¦. But he never made to go after you at all. Every day it was If sheâs expecting Iâll rescue her off the streets â¦â Ma was worried, thoughâ¦.â
And how Dad had punished him.
âThe thrashings, Lilyâthey werenât much. It was the disgraceâEthel and Ma not so much as allowed to speak to me.
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