business for nothing.â
âWhatâs he got you doing?â
âThis and that,â Sebastian sighed, then picked out a flurry of notes.
I traced a line in the dust on top of the piano. Did Sebastian think I would not be interested in the detail? The line became a snake. There could be no deeper reason, could there?
âWhen is Father going to employ a proper cleaner?â I asked. âEither Mrs Watsonâs eyes are failing or sheâs working on the basis that you three are blind to her efforts.â
âSheâs loyal, and a bit of dust never hurt anyone.â Sebastian played a loud chord. âSince when did you grow so fussy?â
A dog barked downstairs. Hearing my father clunk down his stick and mutter the dog into silence, I felt a sudden surge of tenderness towards Sebastian, and ridiculous for questioning his reticence to discuss business. He simply doesnât care much for work. Like me, heâd no doubt prefer to spend his time doing something else. Composing songs, perhaps. He, however, has never been granted the option to go his own way. Nobody stood between me and the door.
Claws clicked and faded, moving from the rug and down the flagstone hall. Dog and master were on their way to the study. I left Sebastian and went downstairs. My father seldom uses the houseâs formal reception rooms; when not in Bright & Co.âs counting house he is most often to be found here, cocooned in memorabilia. Framed contracts, deeds and bills, and a pair of etchings showing planters in Barbados adorn one wood-panelled wall. Opposite thereâs a fox-head hung with its milky eye to the window. I stood in the doorway and watched as Father drew a pipe from his jacket pocket, thumbed it full of tobacco and struck a match. The flame painted his square, balding brow, the implacable nose, the boxerâs chin. I took a step into the room and, as the flame died, made out the broken capillaries which reddened his weather-worn cheeks. The walleyed fox-head had belonged to the quarry of his first hunt, killed some thirty-five years ago. He still shoots throughout the season and rides out with the Aust foxhounds most weeks.
Seeing me now, Father sucked hard on his pipe, advanced, clapped me on both shoulders, turned in a circle, then threw himself into his favoured armchair. He settled himself. Only then did the smoke explode from his nostrils.
âYou need a haircut,â he said.
I resisted the temptation to flatten my curls. It is unnerving, this ability of his to home in on a personâs sensitivities, no matter how trifling, and jab at them with a pin.
âThey have good barbershops in town. So something else must have driven you up the hill. The wine. For the wedding. Iâve already said itâll be my pleasure to furnish it.â
Upstairs, Sebastianâs piano recital faltered, stopped, then took off again.
âNo reason or excuse. I just thought Iâd call in.â
Father raised his eyes to the yellow plaster ceiling above us and smiled. âWell, it canât have been on account of the entertainment.â
âHowâs business?â
The smile stayed in place â perhaps registering the out- of-character nature of the question â until he saw fit to draw deeply on his pipe again. Smoke rolled from his mouth. Finally he said, âPassable, since you ask. Profitable, even. The same canât be said for Cartwright, Dudley and those other poor fools who stuck at the African trade to the bitter end. But for the more progressive traders, such as us, dealing in humdrum commodities, sugar, tea,â he waggled his pipe, âand good old tobacco, allâs well. Itâs a miracle, really. The predicted apocalypse for all merchants just hasnât happened. So yes, weâre rubbing along. Thereâs certainly enough fat on the hogâs back to contribute to the grand celebration; if the Alexanders will allow our help, that