squad. Youâll only louse it. Couldnât you tell that?â
âI could feel it.â I grinned at him, âNobody was speaking up.â
âYou got the bull on âem too quick. They ainât used to the old tactics. Theyâre going grand these days. Big thinking. They donât do them cellar jobs no more. Man, you want to freeze them fat slobs ... then bring up the old days down behind the furnace. Me, hell ... it scares me too. I couldnât take that crap now.â
âNeither can they, laddie. They like to smear it on, but thatâs all. Things have changed.â
Cat laughed back. âLike I said, Iâm with you. It wonât be for long, but while it lasts Iâm with you.â
âYou not scared of dying?â
âMan, man, Iâm just scared of living. Itâs killing me.â He grinned again and we took off down the street.
Chapter Four
The cop on the beat had been old when I first knew him. Below the sweatband of his cap the gray was an insigna that meant more than approaching retirement. It meant a guy tough enough to stay around that long, one who knew all the ropes and all the rules, good or bad. In a way there was a determined finality in his stride, always that singular purpose of going ahead, never back. The hand that had swung a night stick for thirty years had lost none of its rhythm. The baton moved like a live thing on the end of the thong, its purpose immediate and deadly, a symbol no one could mistake.
He stopped in front of me and said, âI heard you came back, Deep.â
âYou know the grapevine, Mr. Sullivan. Travels fast.â
âI also heard thereâs been trouble already.â
âNot really.â
His finger came up and traced a heart-shaped design a little to the left of center on my chest. âThatâs a vulnerable spot. Just a few grams of lead there and youâre done, boy.â
âYouâre talking like the old days, Mr. Sullivan.â
âYouâre making like the old days, Deep.â The wrinkles around his eyes seemed to freeze up. âUntil now itâs been quiet. Nobodyâs been shot up.â
âExcept Bennett.â
âHe wasnât worth much. Not more shooting. Nothingâs worth that much.â
âYouâve grown pretty philosophical since you whaled the crap out of me with a pair of handcuffs twenty-five years ago.â
He nodded, remembering. âIt didnât do much good, did it?â
âSome, Mr. Sullivan, some. I know the damage a guy can do swinging a set of cuffs. It wonât happen again.â
âDonât be too sure.â His eyes went tight again. âYouâre in a big bind now, kid. Real big. You can start making the most of your days. There wonât be many more.â
I gave him a short laugh and looked at the hand that danced the night stick. His face went red and drawn and he said, âStill the wise guy. How many have you shot up, Deep?â
âFive,â I said. âFive and two probables.â
âDonât make trouble on my beat.â
I shoved my hands down in my pockets and shrugged, âIâll try to oblige, old-timer. But if it happens, be careful. I have a sort of peculiar affection for you.â
When I walked away I could feel all the little eyes that had watched follow me and knew the ears that had heard would pass things on. Maybe it had been a long time since trouble had touched the neighborhood, but those days were long gone now.
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In twenty-five years the only thing that had changed in Broganâs market was the merchandise. The sidewalk was piled high with crated vegetables, obscuring the windows, and inside Brogan was still his same busy self in a tomato-stained apron and straw kady.
Beside the store front a narrow door led into a stairwell leading to the upper four floors, an almost opaque ascent where the bannister was a necessary guide. The second floor bell