landed in Merenwyn just south of the freakinâ castle? Weâve been moving away from it all this time?â
âTold you. It was necessary.â He frowned at his map, then scratched out his first castle effort and redrew the shape a little north of where heâd made it. âThatâs better.â
âThatâs so annoying,â I said. âIf the water had run a little slower, we could have crossed the river and been there hours ago. How did the Gatekeeper ford it?â
âThereâs a rope bridge to the east of where we landed.â
âThereâs a rope bridge?â I repeated slowly.
âBetter this way,â he grunted. âNo one would expect us to come at the rock from this direction.â
âYouâre expecting trouble,â I said quietly.
He used the side of his hand to erase the map. âI always expect trouble. Right now, we have to focus on getting to Danielâs Rock. Thereâs a lot of hoops to jump through before we start worrying about storming the castle.â
Storming the castle? I was thinking weâd be âsneakingâ into the castle.
He stretched, working the kinks out of his neck. âRule of the road,â he said. âRest when you can; hydrate when you can. I say we rest for a bit. Youâre exhausted, Tink.â
âIâm not.â My empty stomach was keeping me awake.
âWeâll take a break. After the Fae shit moves off, Iâll find some more berries.â
Oh, goodie.
âThen weâll put in a few more miles before the sun sets.â He moved back to his former position, spine braced on the back of an ancient tree, arms open, legs splayed wide for me. âCome here.â
âI canât nap during the day.â But I could cuddle. Yes, I could do that. I moved into the space heâd created for me. âMove, Ralph,â I told the amulet resting on my mateâs chest.
Still miffed, Ralph didnât. Trowbridge hooked his chain with his forefinger, then tossed Ralph over his shoulder. I leaned back, telling myself to relax. Merry settled into the space between my boobs.
âShhh,â Trowbridge breathed in my ear. His fingers began working into the knot between my shoulders. His scent curled around me, another set of arms, and licked away my tension.
It was comforting.
Iâll still never sleep.
It was my last conscious thought before I slipped into the land of Nod.
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Beneath my ear, his abdomen muscles suddenly tensed. âHedi.â
Shhhh.
My dreamworld had never been so sweet. I was sitting in my chair in the Trowbridge kitchen about to dig into the bowl brimming with Grade A maple syrup. The room smelled of Were and happiness, for it was jam-packed with my family, all of them clustered tightly around the round oak table. Everything was right; everything was as it should be. Trowbridge held my free hand. Merry supped from a spoon of honey while Cordelia ruled court from the kitchen sink. Harry leaned against the tall cabinet, still wise and alive. Biggs was there; my affection for him was unpolluted by the knowledge of what heâd done.
My family was complete.
Because Lexi sat opposite me, sandwiched between Anu and Biggs; his bowler hat hung from the back of his chairâs spindled top. How long had it been since Iâd seen my twin grin so freely? Look at him; heâs the guy he would have grown up to be, if the Fae hadnâtâ
âHedi.â Trowbridge said more urgently.
The dream shattered and with it the sense of rightness.
I woke to the distinct flavor of danger.
It was in my noseâTrowbridgeâs scent was spiked with sour stress. And it was flaring at my breastâMerry was hotter than a potato taken straight out of the oven. I bolted upright, curling my body into a comma so she could swing free. Sweet heavens, she was so hot, I was surprised she didnât leave a smoke trail. Not only