kind of thing.â
Gone, just like that. Destroy the letterâwho cares about Smiles? His head spun as he focused on a drop of water sliding down one of the water bottles. His momâs wild laugh echoed in his mind; his chest seized with a physical ache.
âWhat about a package? There was a package with the letter . . . or, well, the letter was going to tell me about a package. A notebook, actually.â Even as the mixed-up words came out of Smilesâs mouth, he knew they sounded strange.
Mr. Hunt listened, his expression blank. âI donât know anything about packages or notebooks. Iâm sorry.â
So that was it then. Smiles fell back into his chair.
âYouâre upset about this,â Mr. Hunt said carefully.
âYeah, I am.â His voice came out cold. Mr. Hunt wasnât to blame, but Smiles couldnât help it.
âYou feel cheated; I can understand that.â Mr. Hunt cracked open a bottle of water, measuring his words. âYour mom could be impulsive, Smiles, I think you know that. And let me tell you something else: Your dad has the best judgment of any single person I know. You have to trust him on this oneâtrust that you didnât want to read whatever was in that letter.â
Mr. Hunt put his hands together, finished with his speech. The office rang with silence and suddenly Smiles had risen to his feet.
âGood-bye, Mr. Hunt.â The words dribbled from his mouth, and then his legs were carrying him out of the office so he could get out of there and sit in the Infiniti and process this on his own.
âSmiles, wait.â
He was almost to the door. When he turned around, Mr. Hunt was holding an envelope.
âDonât you want your check?â
11
âMY LIFE IS
bizarre. Call me
.â
Smiles needed a good vent, and he was pretty sure Mel had a free period in the afternoon. He shot her the text as he flew over the Longfellow Bridge on his way back from Mr. Huntâs office, completely forgetting that it was Thursday and Ben would be waiting for a ride back from MIT. Smiles picked him up every weekâor almost every week. To be perfectly honest, it wasnât the first time it had slipped his mind.
Luckily he saw him from the Infiniti: the tiny frame, the semi-hunched back, the determined little steps down Massachusetts Avenue. Smiles had to laugh. His next-door neighbor was a bizarre dude, no doubt, but it was a relief to see him. Much better to hang out with Ben for a few hours than to sit around alone, stewing about the letter.
Smiles couldnât resist. He floored it, angled to the curb, and jammed on the brakes. The screech sent Ben about twenty feet in the air. On the way down, his army backpack disengaged from his shoulder and landed in a spray of pens. He really made it too easy. Smiles tried not to overdo it, but in fairness, Ben was like a walking solicitation for practical jokes. He was wearing a typical outfit today: tattered blue jeans and a yellow dress shirt that fit him like a tent, his freakishly thin body imperceptible beneath it. He looked out at the world through timid brown eyes that were the stuff of bulliesâ dreams.
Smiles tapped the horn as Ben gathered up his backpack. He jerked upright, his shirt billowing around him, pirate-style.
Smiles rolled down the window. âHey, bud!â
Ben cracked the door and sat down heavily in the car. It took all of his arm strength to heft the backpack onto his lap. It looked like there were bricks in the thing. âSo, like, that never gets old to you?â
It may not have been the first time Smiles had ambushed him on the sidewalk.
âNot if your vertical leap keeps improving like that.â
âWell, thanks for the ride, anyway,â Ben said. âThought you might blow me off today.â
âYou kidding? Not a chance.â
Smiles turned off Mass Ave and cut through a rat maze of back streets to the Pemberton, which was