minutes.
Yseut, after a perfunctory and apparently pejorative survey of Nigel, attached herself firmly to Robert; Rachel talked to Donald; and Nigel and Nicholas sat listening in comparative silence.
Yseut began by being solemnly reproachful. âI wish youâd allowed me to play the journalist,â she said to Robert. âI know itâs silly to argue about casting, but frankly, Iâve had much more experience of that sort of thing than Helen. And I thought perhaps in view of the fact that we knew each other so well ââ
âDid we know each so well?â
A trace of asperity appeared in Yseutâs voice. âI didnât think youâd have forgotten so quickly.â
âMy dear child, itâs not a question of forgetting.â Instinctively they both lowered their voices. âYou know damn well we never got on together. And as for bringing that up over a question of casting ââ
âItâs not just the casting, Robert, and you know that as well as I do.â She paused. âYou behaved damned badly to me, and I havenât had as much as a line from you since. In anyone else, it would have been intolerable.â
âAre you thinking of suing me for breach of promise? I assure you youâll have a job.â
âOh, donât be such a bloody fool. No â I shouldnât have said that.â She was dramatizing freely with voice and gesture. âI suppose in a way it was my fault that I couldnât keep you, even as your mistress.â
âI already had a mistress.â This conversation, thought Robert, is getting damned awkward: much worse than I expected. Aloud he said: âAnd anyway, Yseut, I thought we agreed about all this long ago. Itâs had no influence on the casting, if thatâs what you mean.â (A lie, he thought, but if people will be so intolerable â¦!)
âIâve missed you, Robert.â
âMy dear, Iâve missed you too, in a way.â The conventions of polite behaviour were beginning to sap Robertâs firmness.
Yseut looked at him with wide, innocent eyes in which there was a hint of tears; he half expected her to lisp when she spoke.
âCouldnât we take it up again, darling?â
âNo, dear; Iâm afraid we couldnât,â said Robert, recovering his firmness. âEven if it were possible from my point of view, which it isnât, what about that young man Donald whatâs-his-name whoâs sitting there making sheepâs eyes at you?â
Yseut flung herself back in her chair. âDonald? My dear, surely you credit me with sufficient good taste not to take seriously a youth like that.â
âHeâs of the male gender; I thought that was your only requirement.â
âDonât be cynical, darling. Itâs very
vieux jeu
now.â
He marvelled at the lack of dignity which could have prompted her to such an offer. Half in curiosity, he began to probe again.
âAnd besides, Helen tells me heâs very much in love with you. Surely you owe him sufficient consideration not to go about asking other men point-blank to go to bed with you.â
âI canât help it if people fall in love with me.â A toss of the hair, conventional mime for âIt is not
my
responsibility!â
âIf you donât love him, make a clean break.â
She sneered. âOh, donât talk like a twopenny novelette, Robert. Heâs hopelessly young and silly and clumsy and inexperienced. And ridiculously jealous, too.â A hint of complacency came into her voice.
A pause. She went on:
âGod, how I hate Oxford! How I hate the silly, bloody, fools who surround me here! And the theatre, and everything about the filthy place.â
âThereâs nothing to stop you leaving, I suppose. The West End is waiting tensely for you to decide what part you want to play, and opposite whom ââ
âDamn you!â There
Janwillem van de Wetering