keeping her eyes well away while her stomach did that odd, embarrassed flop. She knows what sheâs like.
When Cousin Louise had finally said au revoir âwhich means, unfortunately, not just âgood-byeâ but âuntil we meet againââwhen she had disappeared, neither smiling nor frowning, into the rattly old elevator and gone off and away, Mayaâs father leaned back against the apartment door for a moment in mock exhaustion.
âNo more,â he said. âI donât care who it is; I donât care what Society they run; I donât care whose long-lost cousin they may beâthatâs it. We donât open the door.â
âWell, I was glad to meet her,â said Mayaâs mother, relaxing a little into her chair. âAnd now Maya will have help with her French.â
A wave of frustration sloshed over Mayaâs edges at that. And she was so tired, too! Your edges always get sloshier when youâre tired.
âBut, Mom,â she said. âDonât you see what a crazy idea that is? You donât know anything about her. For all you know, she could be an ax murderer !â
Mayaâs mother looked distinctly taken aback.
âGood grief, Maya,â she said. âLouise is our cousin. Sheâs not an ax murderer.â
âEven ax murderers are somebody âs cousins,â said Maya. âSheâs a little strange, couldnât you tell? Sheâs, like, blurry or something. Didnât you notice how strange she is? I canât go wandering around Paris with Cousin Louise. Sheâs practically invisible.â
Mayaâs father laughed out loud.
âSlow down!â he said. âJust because a personâs not, um, especially memorableââ
âNot that,â said Mayaâto her mother, not her father, because if anyone was going to understand about statues on buildings that looked like you, and brass salamanders that came alive when you walked by, and cousins that were surrounded somehow by a blurry, numbing cloud, it would be her mother. âI mean really, like, invisible . Couldnât you see that?â
For a moment Maya thought she saw a spark of recognition lighting her motherâs eyesâ âYou, too?â said those eyes for a millisecondâand then the millisecond was over, and her mother blinked, and whatever that light had been was forgotten and gone.
âMaya,â said her mother kindly. âCalm down. Think of it this way: It will be good for Louise, having some contact with her cousins.â
Maya was just opening her mouth to sayâsomething!âwhen her mother stopped her with the tiniest shake of the head.
âLook,â said her mother. âBrains are very delicate things. You know that. Do you think her life has been easy? An injury like that can change someoneâs entire personality.â
Mayaâs mouth stayed open for another moment, and then she gulped it shut.
âInjury?â she said. âYou mean, she was hurt?â
âMaya!â said her mother. âA whole church fell on her!â
(âWith a great big CRASH,â said James, from somewhere under the table.)
âBut,â said Maya. âYou didnât tell us she got hurt .â
She was beginning to feel pretty foolish. Of course, it made sense. All that rock tumbling down! And then never to be the same as you were before that happened! It was an awful thought, to tell the truth.
Though something naggled at her about it all. She remembered the picture. It was in the album back home, a clipping from the newspaper, as old as could be. The smiling child in the arms of her rescuers. Grainy smile, grainy ruins, big headline shouting something in Italian underneath, because they had all been tourists in Italy, Cousin Louiseâs family, when the church fell on them.
Just the slightest flutter of a thoughtâ smiling!â and then it winked out again and was
Stephen G. Michaud, Roy Hazelwood