her friendâs hand. The trickle of words had become a torrent. She saw it all as Emma described it. The hall in their town house, thickly carpeted with Oriental runners. Emmaâs footsteps muffled. The voices from the library, Jason Morrisâs private domain. Then the crash of crystal on the marble surrounding the large fireplace.
âWhat did you do? Did you confront them? Oh, Emma, I canât believe this!â She grabbed her friendâs hand now and squeezed hard.
âI wasnât thinking. I couldnât think. I just walked inand looked at them. They stared at me as if they couldnât believe that I was there; then Mother said, âYou were supposed to be at the Auchinclossesâ. I remember thinking what a stupid thing it was to say. I mean, Iâve just learned that my father isnât my father and sheâs blaming me for not being somewhere else.
âJason just looked at me and left the room. He couldnât handle it. I told my mother that I didnât care anything about any money. I only wanted to know the truth. Who was my father? She didnât want to tell me, said it didnât matter, that he was long gone and I couldnât see him. It was really strange. Finally I went to bed and stayed there. After two days, she cracked. I wasnât eating and wouldnât get up. Sheâd come in and yell or cry. I didnât see anyone else. Lucy was in college, thank God.â
âWho was it?â Faith asked gently.
âNathan Fox.â
âNathan Fox!â Faith said. Her voice was too loud and she clapped a hand over her mouth. âNathan Fox!â she said more softly. How to offer condolences in a situation like this? Emmaâs father has been murdered, but presumably he had not been much of a presence in Emmaâs life, since sheâd only found out about him when she was seventeen and since he hadnât exactly been accessible. She blurted out what was foremost in her mind, â The Nathan Fox, the one who was justâthat is, the one who wrote Use This Book to Wipe Your ââ
âYes, yes,â Emma said, cutting her off a tad impatiently. What other Nathan Fox was there?
âI was furious at Mother for never having told me, and things in my life that hadnât made sense before suddenly did. You know Jason had always favoredLucy, and I thought it was because I was a disappointment to him. I never did that well in school and I was, you know, shy. He likes women like my mother, like Lucy. Women with personalities.â
Thatâs an interesting way to put it, thought Faith.
âEmma, you have more personalityâand a better oneâin your pinkie finger than either of them.â As Faith hastened to reassure Emma, her thoughts were racing in several directions. What a thing to do to a child! And how devastating to discover your father was not your father! She felt a cold fury at Poppyâs total lack of responsibility. At the same time, a voice was saying, Poppy Morris and Nathan Fox! So the photograph had not been misleading. Handsome and, by all accounts, extremely charismatic, he wasnât just coming for the food and witty conversation at the Morrisesâ.
But it was the blackmail note that dominated. âWe know everything,â it stated. Emmaâs pregnancy. Emmaâs parentage. And what else? Faith knew right away. Knew what sheâd have done herself. Obviously, Emma would not have been satisfied simply to know her fatherâs name.
âSo, you got out of bed and tried to find him?â
Emma nodded. âI got out of bed and ran away. Mother swore that she didnât know where he was. That she hadnât heard from him since he went underground. I did get it out of her that he knew about me, though. They named me Emma after Emma Goldmanâand all those years I had assumed it was Emma Woodhouse. Mother has a weakness for Jane Austen. Pride and Prejudice meets Bonfire of the