no seven, months away. Iâve been running for reelection nonstop from the day I took office. I should be used to it. Play it safe.
He recalled Carver then, standing next to Trainorâs cruiser, the flares on the highway tinting one side of his lean face, everything about the man touching something taut in all of them. Dugan recalled a rainy day in Alabama years before, before the preacher even. After so many years, that memory still burned.
âOne digit of a license plate, a doubtful make,â Eddie continued from the front seat, worrying the idea hard, now that he had his teeth in it. âEven doubtful colors on a car, an impression of seeing someone you think was driving you know only by newspaper photos in the first place, or maybe you passed him once or twice in the hallway at the veteransâ hospitalâthatâs where Carver works.â
âI know.â
âMaybe passed him on one of the rare occasions Pemberton actually goes out to the V.A., and that impression while you were in the process of being rammed off the road by some damn fool about to shoot a pistol in your face.â Eddie turned his head slightly toward the backseat as he spoke, but his eyes followed the white line pulling them down, down through the darkness into the valleys and flatlands and warm, close air, into the arena where all this would be played out. âYou heard Mort, Charlie, itâs lousy. Hell, it probably was Pemberton in that car, it probably was his car. Heâs always been a crazy sonuvabitch, trying to be a respected member of society, a county commissioner, a surgeon and a bad boy all at once, whoring around and hanging out with a bunch of damn outlaws like he does. Christ, heâs over fortyâyouâd think heâd grow up.â
Dugan didnât say anything.
âWell, he just overdid it this time, like everyoneâs been expecting for years, yourself includedâyouâve said it often enough. But you got no casehere. Itâs simple political suicide, you pursue this, and that will impact a lot of other people beside yourself. People need you, Charlie. This county needs you. Poke around a bit moreââInvestigation continuingââthen drop it because you canât prove squat. Itâs an ugly court case.â
Eddie knew how much Dugan hated losing in court. It wasnât TVâit didnât pay to go to court just to lose and say you went to court, as though that might be proof of some kind of justice. That wasnât justice. It was bullshit, and people werenât that blind or stupid. Better not to go, to back off and bide your time. Dugan was always saying that, putting the leash on his deputies. Everything came around, given a little time and patience. And heâd always shown a lot of patience and made the time. But that was a big part of what he was beginning to realize felt wrong now. Somehow there wasnât any time for this one.
As Dugan listened, he knew Eddie was right. He didnât want to believe what Carver believed, that not only had it been Pembertonâs car, but heâd been driving it. Pemberton was one mammoth political iceberg that had been floating out there in the dark a long time, since well before Charlie had appeared in Blackstone County. And Pemberton was an arrogant sonuvabitch, and just crazy enough to do something like this. If true, it was more than a slap in the face for Dugan and county law enforcement; it challenged the very notion of law, maybe even God. The man thought himself exceptional.
âThatâs the problem, Eddie. Everyoneâs been expecting something like this, and whether or not itâs in the paper, theyâre going to know about it and, true or not, draw their own damn conclusions. Moreover, whether they know or not doesnât change it for me. I gotta know if itâs true.
âYou know,â he went on, trying to lighten things up after a long silence from the front